The Girl With No Wolf
Ten years later, Elena was still counting the days since she'd last heard a wolf howl. It was easier that way. Counting meant she was still here. Still human. Still alive.
She'd built a life. A small one. A quiet one. A life that didn't require her to shift, to hunt, or kneel before an Alpha. She had a job at Brew & Bean that paid the bills, a studio apartment with a leaky faucet, and a routine that kept her numb enough to forget the ache in her chest when the moon was full.
It wasn't much. But it was hers.
And then Damon Riven walked back into it.
Elena was wiping down the espresso machine when the bell above the door chimed.
"Two minutes to closing," she called. "If you want coffee, you're gonna have to—"
The scent hit her before she finished. Pine. Rain. Woodsmoke. And underneath it, something darker that made the back of her neck prickle.
She knew that smell. She'd spent fifteen years breathing it in. Ten years trying to forget it.
She turned anyway.
And there he was.
He filled the doorway like he owned it. Broad shoulders. Dark hair. A jaw set hard enough to crack stone. He was bigger than she remembered. Rougher. A thin scar cut across his left cheekbone, pale against his skin. His eyes, dark brown and unreadable, locked onto hers.
Damon Riven. The future Alpha who'd watched her get dragged out of pack territory and hadn't said a single word.
Elena's stomach dropped. "You're not supposed to be here."
"Neither are you," he replied.
His voice was deeper than she remembered. It scraped over her like gravel. He stepped forward, and she backed up until her hips hit the counter.
"What do you want?"
"I'm here to bring you back."
She blinked. "Excuse me?"
"The Hunt. It starts in three weeks. You're coming."
She laughed—short and bitter. "You're insane. I haven't set foot in pack territory since I was fifteen. I don't have a wolf. You have no claim on me."
"Don't I?"
He moved closer. The space between them shrank until she could feel the heat radiating off him, until the scent of pine wrapped around her like a threat.
"You signed the papers, Damon. You watched them take me. You didn't say a word. You don't get to show up ten years later and pretend I owe you anything."
Something flickered in his eyes. Pain? Guilt? Then it was gone.
"I came because the Hunt requires every wolf of age to participate. And whether you like it or not, you're still Blackwood blood."
"Blackwood blood that you exiled."
His jaw tightened. "Elena—"
"Don't say my name."
She pushed past him. His hand shot out, fingers closing around her wrist. His grip was firm but not harsh. Warm. Calloused. The touch sent a shock through her system.
"Let go of me."
"Not until you listen." His voice dropped low. "There's an enemy pack circling our borders. We need every available fighter. And you've been hiding long enough."
"I'm not a fighter."
"Not yet."
She crossed her arms. "I've been human for ten years. Whatever wolf I was supposed to have—it's gone. The elders said it was dormant. It might never wake."
"There are ways to wake a dormant wolf."
"I don't want to wake it."
"You don't have a choice."
He stepped closer. Close enough that she had to tilt her chin up to meet his eyes. Close enough to see the faint gold threading through his irises. Close enough that his heat made her breath catch.
"I didn't sign those papers because I wanted you gone," he said quietly. "I signed them because I was seventeen and someone told me if I didn't, you'd be killed instead. I chose exile because it meant you'd still be breathing."
Elena's chest tightened. She didn't believe him. She couldn't. If he'd cared, he would have done something. He would have run after her. Fought for her.
He hadn't done any of that.
"You could have come with me," she whispered. "You could have left too."
"I couldn't."
"Why?"
He didn't answer. His hand loosened on her wrist, but he didn't let go. The tension between them coiled tight.
"Come back," he said. "For the Hunt. If you want to leave after, I won't stop you."
She laughed bitterly. "And I'm supposed to trust you?"
"I've never lied to you, Elena. Not once."
She wanted to argue. She wanted to point out all the lies by omission, all the promises he'd never made. But the truth was, she was tired. Tired of running. Tired of pretending she didn't dream about the forest.
She was tired of being alone.
"Three weeks," she said finally. "I'll come back. Then I'm leaving again."
"Fine. Pack your things. We leave tonight."
"Tonight?"
"I didn't drive all the way here to have you change your mind by morning."
Elena's jaw tightened. "I have a job. A life—"
"Your boss is already paid. Your landlord too. Six months' rent. You won't have anything waiting for you."
She stared at him. "You planned this?"
"Of course I did. I've been planning it for two years."
Two years. He'd been watching her that long. The thought sent a shiver down her spine—and something else. Something unwanted curling low in her gut.
"You don't get to make decisions for me."
"I'm making them easier."
"That's the same thing."
He tilted his head, a ghost of humor crossing his face. "Is it?"
She hated him. She was sure of it. She'd spent ten years hating him, and she wasn't going to let a few hours undo that.
But she couldn't stop her eyes from tracing the scar on his cheekbone.
"Fine," she said. "Tonight. But I'm packing my own things. And you wait outside."
He nodded and stepped back, releasing her wrist. The absence was disorienting.
"I'll be in the car. Black sedan. Twenty minutes."
"Don't make me come looking for you."
He turned and walked out. The door swung shut, the bell chimed, and she was alone.
Twenty-three minutes later, Elena climbed into the passenger seat.
He didn't comment on the extra time. He just started the engine and pulled away from the curb.
The city lights blurred past. Skyscrapers gave way to suburbs, which gave way to open highway. The farther they got, the darker the sky became.
Elena stared out the window, watching her life recede in the rearview mirror.
She'd packed light. A duffel bag with the essentials. A few clothes. A worn copy of the book her mother used to read to her. The last thing she'd ever given her.
"What happened to your face?" she asked, still looking at the window.
Damon was quiet. "Your father's fist."
She finally looked at him. "What?"
"He hit me when I told him I was going to fight the exile order. Said I needed to learn my place." His voice was flat. "I didn't learn it."
Elena's throat tightened. "Did you get in trouble?"
"Carter dragged me back to my room. I was laid up for a week." A pause. "Worth it."
"Why?"
The question hung between them. Heavy. Full of years of silence.
He didn't answer. He didn't have to. She already knew why. And that was the problem.
They drove through the night. Elena didn't sleep. Every mile took her closer to the territory she'd spent a decade convincing herself she'd forgotten.
But she hadn't forgotten. The scent of the forest hit her before she saw the treeline. Pine and earth and something wild that made her chest ache with a longing she couldn't name.
She pressed her forehead against the cool glass and closed her eyes.
She was going back. To the pack that had rejected her. To the Alpha who'd signed her away. To the past she'd buried.
Three weeks, she told herself. Just three weeks.
But somewhere deep in the hollow of her chest, a voice she'd suppressed for a decade stirred. And it whispered she'd never really left at all.