Unrequited crush

Here , I am roaming in the corridor hoping atleast I can talk to the boy on whom I had crush for 3 months .

Then came my one and only bestesttttt friend since 7th class Nisha yelling 📢📢 my name Aaryaaaaaaaaa .

Hiiii I'm Aarya the most introvert girl who is very shy to

talk to the people and express my feelings , opinions.

I'm a new admission to Nisha's college . I'm much more interested and wanted to do fine arts and architecture here I am into their college .

When I first came to the college I was super shy and couldn't talk to the people like it's been a month even though I couldn't. Then one day when I was holding my Canvas and running in corridor as I was late to my class .

I fell and my Canvas my paints everything were on the floor then that boy came to help walking past me .Dhruvvvv.🤌🤌

Even though dhruv is my classmate i've never talked to him for the first time I have seen someone helping me even though I don't them .

Dhruv is tall , handsome with amberd coloured eyes I sometimes think even he is introvert like me but he does say out his opinions without expressing any facial feelings like cold and normally .

Actually now I wanted to yell to nisha for being absent today to the college she is not there when he was helping me and even the corner of my heart I thought she was absent just for him to help me.

This is the first time I saw that closely and I thought he is super handsome with hair falling over his forehead which are trying to cover his lovely and attractive eyes. My heart somehow I don't know it started to flutter and for the first time I could feel what are like butterflies🦋 🦋 🦋 in the stomach and he is one who actually made me feel that feeling.

Then I heard his friend Aksh the one and only play boy and flirt in our class calling his name "Dhruvvvvv" then I got to know his Dhruv. I thought how beautiful his name was his parents choose the name which is perfect for him.

🥲Thought he could stay for some more time but here his friend calling and taking him far from meeeee.I some how felt a bit sad like why he should go that early , i got totally attracted to him the minute I saw him helping. I fell completely for him. I lost totally into him by looking into his eyes .

Then came the very next day it's been two days since by bestie came to the college, i told her about him and she said "ohhh great finally and did you say thank youuuuu to him ". Then I thought ohh shittt i forgot to say thank you by mesmerizing by looks and looking those eyes . I thought again like will he think I have attitude and I'm rude .

Then she again told me like no worries he won't talk to anyone except aksh and she even told me like" he is same as you " but those words stayed like forever in my heart like those stayed rentlessely in my heart without my permission. 🤌🤏

Then I thought like he is even same as meee like my introverted mind .

Then those words again repeated in my mind and nisha brought me out of that trance by waving her hand ✋ ✋ in front of me like she even asked mee if I'm in my right senses or not . Then I came out of that .

I was sitting in the last third bench in our class even though I'm not that tallest in class I always chose that last bench iykyk for all the short girls always teachers ask me to sit on the first bench but I'll just prefer sitting last .

Then I saw the bench which properly set at the front corner of our bench like not the first though at the corner side I saw him quietly listening to the class which was main arts class it was seriously a boring subject for me not for all though . I was quitely looking at him the way he sits, the way he is observing mam and the way he is listening to the class , I didn't notice until Nisha the naughty saw me quitely without making any noice and disturbance and she even told me that when she asked me did you like him and even I told her yesssss for that .

Then she was silently giving me a side eye like gurlllll👀👀👀. Now that psycho even got to know about the silent feeling which I felt after meeting this boy Dhruvvvv who initially introduced that feeling to me , what did that boy do to me that I have changed this much .

Here I'm unknowingly and unconsciously observing him and thinking he is there alone in our class and in this world ...

Even though Nisha know me for years even she didn't saw me like this with this even she asked like "are you serious about himmmm" then yesssss I'm dammmm serious about him .Nisha got many proposals in school but she never step into it neither I even too got but I didn't dare to trust someone with all my senses and you know right introvert problems I completely and only trusttt nisha she is like my world to now . After her I saw only him that sense and all

Then she told about her crush on Aksh who is one and only play boy in our class and he is none other then Dhruvv's friendddddd .He will talk with almost all girls in our class and its just been a month since I entered this college i already got to know about him then I asked the same question to her like are you serious nisha which she asked me previously and she told me yess tooo . The one last question which stayed in my mind is the question that nisha asked me

Am I serious about himmmm....