Chapter 1- 4am Musings
Christabel
Location: Canada, Ontario
Time 4:am
I woke up suddenly, my body is buzzing, my blood so hot it makes my naked flesh warm even in the 4am draft that blows through my open window.
The breeze caresses my already sensitive flesh and I moan, I know where this is going, I don't like it but I can't help my self as I hear his voice in my head telling me naughty things and driving my need higher and higher.
I slide both my palms down my full figure heading for between my thighs, I imagine he is the one parting my thighs as he whispers "open for me my love" this makes me moan out loud as I arch my back off the bed, thighs falling open, my right palm leaving my left at the juncture of my thighs to grab my left cup K sized boob, my nipple welcomes my touch, it is rock hard full and big, I squeeze with no mercy moaning and sighing again.
By now my left fore and index fingers are drenched in the juices pouring from within me, I try not to do this but it's already a lost battle, I will think of nothing else till I end this.
My fingers move over my taut clit, and I moan muttering dark words, still imagining his voice taking me closer to the edge with naughty words that drive me crazy.
I moan his name and sigh as tears begin to gather behind my eyelids, I know I'm climaxing, my fingers move faster, my thighs clench around them, my full fleshy pu$$y making it almost difficult to move them back and forth over my taut hungry clit. I raise my hips again moaning, I'm getting closer and I don't hold back as I ride the highest crest of my climax screaming his name, the hot tears roll off the side of my face as I flick my fingers over my over sensitive flesh still greedy for the aftershocks that make me jerk with each flick.
I collapse on the bed weakly, my juices flowing freely, the aftershocks are delicious and frequent, far too constant I feel like I would climax again at any second just lying there and moaning.
My thighs fall open, I imagine him drawing his rough tongue over my soaked pu$$y slowly and I moan ending with a sob.
My phone rings and I check and see it's him calling on the Annonymates app, he should probably still be asleep at this time since he worked the night shift, I smile slowly picking up and saying hello in a voice licensed to make a man rock hard, his husky laugh tickles my skin as he says "Babe, I just got really hard.... What are you doing to me" in that sexy Spanish accent, with that rough gravel texture to his voice, my juices flow again and I shiver.
I laugh and sigh, stretching languidly as I say, "oh nothing, just my 4am musings" he groans helplessly and says "not without me, you'll have to start all over, I moan at the thought with aftershocks raking my body as he says in a sexy dominant voice "again..."
I moan again and start describing what I'm doing to myself, I hear him swear in Spanish and groan, it drives me wild like i didn't just cum explosively, I continue describing and touching myself, his groans get more urgent and i hear him jerking off, he says, "cum with me mi amor bonita" and that does it for me, my scream echoes his roar. I am shaking so much the bed shakes with me. I hear him whisper "damn" just as my front door slams shut.
"Oh shit Vawn is home, I'll chat with you later Luis" "have a great day mi amor". I adjust myself guiltily, grabbing my body spray and spraying it in the air to cover the scent of my orgasm, I pull up the covers just in time as Vawn my 18 yr old niece has no boundaries, she burst through the door like a tornado, bouncing on the bed excitedly.
Good morning Aunty mine, did you sleep well? I feign irritation even though I can never be cross with Vawn, she is my heart. "The day you learn how to knock? That will be a glorious day indeed" Vawn shrugs unrepentanly "you could jave locked your door" I frown at her "You keep hiding my key, you witch, every time I change the locks you hide my key" Vawn burst into uncontrollable laughter as though I just said the funniest thing, then she suddenly pouts. "Aunty Bell I have to make sure you are ok, you know I get worried if you are locked in a room by yourself".
I sigh and pull her into a hug, her grandmother, my mother died in a locked room and was discovered when the neighbors broke the door, Vawn is my elder sister's daughter and really attached to me. I've cared for her from the day she was born, back in Africa before we came to Canada, my sister would often joke about me stealing her first born, and I agree. Since I have no kids of my own, Vawn is like mine. "Ok fine, You're forgiven now go get breakfast ready, i need a shower" Vawn hugs me tight and jumps off the bed, her long platinum colored braids bouncing everywhere. When she's gone, I stand up and look in my full length mirror, my boobs are enormous, but firm and high on my chest, my stomach is not flat but soft, my skin is light clay colored and smooth, my hair is black and so thick and full, I am a big girl, plus sized and very self conscious of my body, but right now I look at my full lashed brown eyes in the mirror and run my eyes over my body stretching, I feel beautiful. Orgasms must really make women beautiful, I haven't had sex in 3 years, not because i haven't had offers but because I'm in a complicated situation with my ex husband. My principles won't let me get intimate with another man till I'm done with that mess. Ah but Luis, hmmm Luis is my guilty pleasure, meeting him on the Annoymates app a year ago was the best thing that ever happened to me, we don't know what we look like, I only know by his accent that he's Spanish, he doesn't know I'm black African, the whole idea of Annoymates is that you express yourself freely without being fully known, people wear masks once they meet each other, I lived with a stranger for 10 years before I realized I didn't know the man I married. For me and Luis, we will never meet so it's safe, I tell him my hopes and dreams the important stuff, I'm bold and confident with him and that makes our phone sex explosive.
I enter the living room area freshly showered, teeth brushed and take in the lovely smell of an African egg sauce and boiled yam, I love my African food and Vawn is obsessed with yam. "Hmmm, how did I know it would be yam for breakfast?"
Vawn chuckles " once I'm doing the cooking aunty it will always be yam" I laugh as I sit down and look at my phone, going through the Annoymates app, Im obsessed. Vawn sighs as she puts a plate of food in front of me. "Aunty, I wish I never told you about that app" I look up in alarm "why? I love it" "that's the problem, you love it so much you haven't made a single connection since we came to Canada, you don't have friends, you don't go out, it's sad". I sigh putting my phone down and pick up my fork "you know it's complicated Vawn, your uncle Richard..." Vawn cuts in passionately, "No! It's not complicated and he is not my uncle, not anymore " . I study her for a beat then say "baby, he is still my husband till the dowry is returned you know the ways of our people" "but Aunty we are in Canada now, the rules have changed" I respond "well the court in Nigeria still hasn't granted the final divorce so.. technically I'm still married" "he was cheating on you throughout the marriage and is flaunting different girls on social media now, you deserve happiness aunty" "it's not about him baby it's about who I am, once this is finished I promise you, I'll go out and have fun ok" Vawn sighs in defeat but I see that she doesn't believe me. "I need a shower, I was up studying all night with Tricia" Vawn leaves after pecking me, she doesn't meet my eyes and looks very sad, I feel awful because I know how attached she is to me and my situation is really making her unhappy, I wish I could tell her about Luis, but I feel like a hypocrite with all we have been up to for a year, after making Vawn believe I am totally single, but I am... or am I? I really don't know, my phone rings and just like that I forget everything, the biggest grin fills up my face as I pick up the phone. Luis definitely has a 6th sense tuned to my moods, the way he knew what I was up to this morning and then now, he truly is my anonymous soulmate.









What a wonderful first chapter. You really get a good understanding Christabel,her feelings and emotions. I love her relationship with Vawn and her anonymous soulmate.