introduction
🔱•In moments of silence, when the sun slips through the leaves of the trees and the gentle breezes whisper memories of days gone by, I find myself trapped in a circle with no escape. The circle of love that brought me together with him, despite all my attempts to distance myself from it. He is my cousin’s daughter’s husband, the man who entered my life without realizing the depth of the feelings my heart had hidden. Perhaps he, too, was hiding similar feelings deep within himself, but circumstances controlled our lives, and our love became like a fire beneath the ashes, burning us without anyone seeing it.•🔱
I led myself through paths of sacrifice and silence. The years of my adolescence slipped away as I watched him with someone else, and instead of the flame dying out, my love for him only grew, tearing me apart. I watched my innocence being stolen from me by the poison of magic and darkness. I lost my mind and my health, and became a body without a soul, simply because I loved someone I had no right to love. 🎭
••Hawa :: Every time I look at her, I remember everything that is forbidden. But I cannot resist her attraction, as though some force is pulling me toward her. At night, when I am alone, I find myself imagining her beside me, hearing her voice in my ear. But I extinguish those thoughts and tell myself that it is impossible."••🕯️
••Haya :: "Sometimes I think he feels the same way about me, but he distances himself and hides his glances. Does he truly love me, or am I only deceiving myself? Every time he pulls away, I feel an even greater pain. Perhaps if I had the courage to confess, but I am forced to remain silent and hide my feelings.....This is my secret, my impossible love. A hidden love between the walls of silence, unseen by anyone, yet burning us from within. In this circle of love, I keep searching for a way out, but we find nothing except more pain and more longing."••🖊️📌
"Perhaps if time were different, if circumstances were different, our love could have been possible. But now, we have to live with this pain and hide our feelings."🥂
"Sometimes I wonder, what if love knew no such thing as impossible? What if we could be together without fearing anyone? But those are merely dreams. The truth is that we are far apart, and we will remain that way." 🖤🍷
