Chapter 1
FALLING INTO THE MAGICAL LAND OF LUST
My name is Maya, and I am twenty years old sitting in a second-year high school classroom that smells like old paper, floor wax, and teenage sweat. Most people my age are in college or working. I am still here because life kept interrupting. Dropping out, moving states, starting over, dropping out again.
Now I live in the kind of town where the houses sit far apart, separated by wide stretches of tall grass that whisper when the wind moves through them. There is nowhere to hide in a place like this. Everyone sees you coming.
Today was the same as most days.
In first period someone “accidentally” knocked my notebook off the desk so the pages scattered across the floor. In the hallway between classes a group of girls laughed too loudly when I walked past, one of them muttering “whale” just loud enough for me to hear.
At lunch I sat alone at the far end of the table near the windows. A boy from the senior class walked by and dropped a half-eaten sandwich onto my tray, saying, “Thought you might still be hungry.” His friends howled like it was the funniest thing they had ever seen. I stared at the sandwich until the bell rang, then threw the entire tray away without eating.
By the time the final bell sounded, my stomach was tight and my throat ached from holding everything in. I shoved my books into my backpack and left through the side doors, hoping to avoid the parking lot. It did not work.
Three motorbikes were already waiting near the edge of the school grounds. I recognized the riders— two boys and a girl who had made it their personal project to remind me I did not belong. The engines growled when they saw me.
“Hey, big girl!” one of them called. “Where you rushing off to? We just want to talk.”
I kept walking, head down, the gravel path crunching under my sneakers. The bikes followed, circling slowly at first, then faster. Dust rose around my legs. One of them revved the engine so close the heat of it brushed my arm.
“Come on, Maya. Don’t be rude. We’re just playing.”
Playing. That was always what they called it.
I cut across the open field that led toward the long road home. The grass was high enough to brush my knees. Behind me the bikes roared and closed in. I started to run. My backpack thumped against my spine. My breath came short and sharp. The ground was uneven. I did not see the hole until my right foot found nothing but air.
I fell.
The world tilted. I screamed— raw, terrified, the sound torn out of me as the ground disappeared. For a second there was only darkness, thick and complete. Then colors exploded across my vision in streaks of violet and gold and deep green.
The colors stretched and swirled until they became pure white, so bright I had to squeeze my eyes shut. I kept falling. The wind rushed past my ears. My stomach lurched.
Then I hit something soft.
The landing should have broken bones. Instead the ground gave under me like dense foam and bounced me upward once, twice, before settling. I lay there gasping, heart slamming against my ribs, the taste of fear sharp in my mouth.
Above me the sky— or whatever counted as sky was a soft lavender. I scrambled into a crouch, arms wrapped around myself, listening for the sound of motorbikes or laughter. Nothing came. Only a low, constant hum that seemed to rise from the earth itself.
I stayed like that for several long minutes, too afraid to move. My ankle throbbed dully where I had twisted it on the way down, but the pain felt distant, muffled. The air smelled sweet, almost like crushed berries and rain.
Something warm and damp dragged across my calf.
I yelped and shot to my feet so fast the world spun. My eyes locked on the creature that had touched me— a small, iridescent insect the size of my palm, its wings shimmering with every color I had seen during the fall. It tilted its head, antennae twitching, then fluttered away into the grass.
Only then did I truly look around.
The landscape stretched in every direction, rolling and soft. Trees grew in impossible shapes— trunks twisted like soft-serve ice cream, leaves shaped like hearts and stars and open hands. Their colors shifted slowly from pink to blue to gold as if the light itself were breathing.
Between the trees, insects the size of birds drifted on transparent wings, leaving faint trails of sparkling dust. No birds. No animals. No people. Just the gentle sway of those strange trees and the quiet music of wings.
I took one careful step forward. The ground sprang lightly under my weight, still foamy and strange. Another step. Then another. My fear began to mix with something sharper— curiosity, wonder, the first thin edge of thrill. This place should not exist. Places like this belonged in books or fever dreams.
A soft chiming sound rose on the air. Tiny shapes darted between the higher branches. At first I thought they were birds, no larger than my thumb. Then they came closer, circling me in a loose cloud of light and laughter. Wings like stained glass. Bodies no bigger than dolls. Faces bright with mischief.
Fairies.
They laughed in voices that sounded like wind chimes and distant bells. One of them— a girl with hair the color of green fire— swooped close enough that I felt the breeze from her wings against my cheek.
“She fell through!” the fairy cried, delighted. “A big one! Look how soft she is!”
Another zipped past my ear. “Newcomer! Newcomer! Does she know where she is?”
I stumbled backward, hands raised. “What— what is this? Who are you?”
The green-haired fairy hovered at eye level, studying me with open curiosity. “You’re in the in-between, silly human. The soft place. The landing ground. Most people who fall never stop screaming long enough to notice the pretty parts.”
“I hit my head,” I said, more to myself than to them. My voice shook. “I must have hit my head really hard. This is a dream. A concussion dream. None of this is real.”
The fairies erupted into fresh laughter, spinning around me in a glittering spiral.
“She thinks she’s dreaming!”
“They always do at first!”
“Wait until the trees start talking. That usually convinces them.”
I pressed my hands to my temples. The lavender sky, the bouncing ground, the tiny laughing creatures — it was too vivid, too detailed, too impossible. My ankle still ached. My backpack still hung heavy on my shoulders. The memory of the motorbikes and the hole felt solid. Yet here I stood in a world that could not exist.
One of the fairies settled lightly on my shoulder, no heavier than a leaf. She patted my cheek with a hand the size of a fingernail.
“Poor soft thing,” she said, almost kindly. “You’re not dreaming. You fell. And once you fall into this place… well.” She giggled. “Things have a way of changing.”
I stared at the impossible landscape stretching out before me— the strange trees, the drifting insects, the fairies still circling like living sparks— and felt the first true crack in my certainty.
This could not be real.
It had to be a dream.
Because if it was not…
I did not know what came next.








