Chapter 4The Unstoppable Fire
You cannot change the first chapter of your life, but you are the only one holding the pen to write the rest of the book."
(Aap apni zindagi ka pehla chapter nahi badal sakte, lekin baaki ki book likhne ke liye pen sirf aapke hi haath mein hai.)
Even after she walked away from my life, she didn't leave me alone. She kept chasing me from the shadows, doing everything she could to ruin my life and sabotage my peace. For a long time, I felt trapped in a loop of pain. Sometimes, when the night gets dark and heavy, I sit and think: What if I could go back in time? What if I could rewrite my past and fix everything? But deep down, I know the bitter truth—time only moves forward. I cannot change what happened to me.
(Mere se door jaane ke baad bhi, usne mera peecha nahi chhodha. Woh andhere se mera peecha karti rahi, aur meri zindagi kharab karne aur meri shanti ko chheen ne ki har koshish karti rahi. Bohot samay tak, main is dard ke chakravyuh mein phasi rahi. Kabhi-kabhi, jab raat andheri aur bhaari hoti hai, main baith kar sochti hoon: Agar main waqt mein peeche ja pati toh? Agar main apne past ko badal pati aur sab thik kar pati toh? Lekin andar se mujhe kadwi sachai pata hai—waqt sirf aage badhta hai. Jo mere sath hua, main use badal nahi sakti.)
Today, I don't have a perfect life. I simply wake up, go to my job, and try my best to build a better tomorrow, one small step at a time. I am still rebuilding myself from the ashes of betrayal. But through all this suffering, I have learned the most valuable lesson of my life, and I want to scream it out to the world: Never count yourself out. Never think you are less than anyone else.
(Aaj, meri zindagi perfect nahi hai. Main bas subah uthti hoon, apni job par jaati hoon, aur ek chota step lekar apne aane waale kal ko behtar banane ki poori koshish karti hoon. Main abhi bhi dhokhe ki raakh se khud ko dobara khada kar rahi hoon. Lekin is sab dukh ke beech, maine apni zindagi ka sabse bada sabak seekha hai, aur main ise puri duniya ke samne chilla kar kehna chahti hoon: Kabhi bhi khud ko kam mat samjho. Kabhi mat socho ki aap kisi se kam ho.)
The world will try to break you. People you love will try to pull you down. But as long as you keep your courage alive, you are unstoppable. Keep your chin up, believe in yourself, and just keep moving forward. I was unloved by the world, but today, I am learning to love myself. And that is where my real success begins.
(Duniya aapko todne ki koshish karegi. Jin logon se aap pyaar karte hain, woh aapko neeche khinchein gy. Lekin jab tak aap apni himmat zinda rakhte hain, aapko koi rok nahi sakta. Apni himmat rakho, khud par bharosa karo, aur bas aage badhte raho. Duniya ne mujhe pyaar nahi kiya, par aaj, main khud se pyaar karna seekh rahi hoon. Aur meri asli kamyabi yahi se shuru hoti hai.)
