Some bonds need no name 🤌✨

On a beautiful day of spring 🍁.I was stressed out on a stupid thing. The thing is that my English teacher used to give me her notebook 📓 for home. For few days she also gave me her grammar book 📖. but suddenly I realised that I lost it.

Thousands of thoughts 💭 come in my mind cuz she thinks I am responsible.I try to find it everywhere at home 🏠and went to school 🎒 next day thinking maybe l left it in the school. I entered my class and my first question was Did you guys see teacher 's notebook? ........I asked everyone but answer was same "no" .

The bell 🔔 of 1st lecture  rang  . I sit on my seat with stressed mind. I was just trying to hold my tears maybe you can't understand. but at that time the anxiety was so high . I barely breathe ohhhh yeah whenever I am stressed or something l couldn't breathe. I was just thinking about what will happen in 2nd lecture. I tried to take a long breathe and looked out of the window 🪟. The view was so beautiful ❤️ as it was spring 🌱. Suddenly a voice come in my ears,"oyeeee Miko,come here ...... It was my bestfriend asking for me at last desk. I smiled and go to her and sit there. I ask her if she knows the teacher 's notebook 📓 and the answer was same"no".Then she started talking to other girl who was sitting in front of her.

I put my head down . I was thinking and suddenly a drop 💧 of water fell on desk. It was my tears .I started crying well l was a crybaby back then ..........OK I am still a crybaby 🥀 but what is the problem in showing emotions?❤️‍🩹 I never understood. Well,I was crying 😭 but no one realised......... 5 minutes, 10 minutes,20 minutes passed and then my bestfriend say ," What are you doing? Are you sick ?" She see my tears and give me water but I can't explain I don't need water but notebook 📓.I drank that but instead of calm down and stop crying. I burst into tears O MY GOD  I still remember It was a rain ☔ of tears .she hugs me 🤌✨.The most needy thing at that time ohhhh It was very warm and relaxing hug 🫂. I still remember she is the most comfortable place at that time . I calm down and she asked me what happened?? I don't reply she still say  it's okay. If you don't wanna tell me. Finally the bell 🔔 of 2nd lecture rang I was controlling tears hardly. I don't even have courage to ask teacher if you have it ?....

Well nothing happened. Teacher normally come into class and start teaching...🌸

Ohhhh In the few minutes when teacher didn't come in class.The whole class is around me asking the same thing ,"what happened ❓" but she is only person comforting me and saying them to mind their own business. 💕

2nd lecture ended nothing happened but a student told Mam that ,"MiKo iS cRiNg" The teacher asked me why?and l said nothing Mam and to my suprise she get back to work. I relaxed and think 💬 maybe she forgot but she asked me to come outside of the class. UgH I didn't move from my place. She once more say  the same thing to me. I breathe and go outside until then l started crying 😭 🥀 again . She asked me very politely 💖 what happened? And I say ," Mam I have lost your notebook 📓 and book 📖 both. I am sorry . And she chuckles and say I have my notebook 📒 in my drawer. I was so shocked like I am crying over this thing 🥀 and then she say I asked a classmate of yours to give it to me from your bag 🎒 Didn't she / he tell you ? I didn't remember who was it . I am literally crying and she hugs  🫂me . It was comfortable. She asked me to go back in class. When l entered the class whole class is staring at me like I come from a police station 🚓.Well "what happened " question stopped and "what happened outside " question started. I don't think 💬 It was important to answer but by this incident I got to know two beautiful 🌸 persons in my life 💖. Now I whenever think 💬 about this incident I think it was very small thing to cry on ❄️.