Chapter one
Sign The Divorce Papers
โYouโre late again.โ
Alphonsus stepped through the apartment door, still wearing his work uniform, a polo shirt with a coffee stain on the collar that heโd tried to wipe away during his lunch break. Heโd stopped apologizing for being late months ago. It never changed anything.
His wife, Vivian, was sitting at the kitchen table with her arms crossed. She was still wearing her office clothes from the marketing firm downtown.
Expensive blouses, tailored pants, the kind of outfit that cost more than what he made in a week. Her hair was pulled back tight, the way she wore it when she was angry.
โMy shift ran over,โ he said, setting his work bag by the door. โThe coffee shop was packed, and...โ
โI donโt care about your damn shift. Do as I say.โ
He moved toward the kitchen, thinking about the leftovers heโd seen in the refrigerator that morning. Chicken and rice. Cold, but it would be better than nothing.
โAlphonsus, sit down.โ
Something in her voice stopped him. He turned to look at her properly. The kitchen light caught her face, and he could see the exhaustion there, not the tired expression of someone whoโd had a long day at work, but something deeper. Something final.
He sat across from her at the table.
โIโve been trying,โ Vivian said quietly. โIโve been trying for years. But I canโt do this anymore.โ
โDo what?โ He knew what she meant, but part of him wanted her to say it, to spell it out so there was no room for misunderstanding.
โThis.โ She gestured around the small apartment: the secondhand furniture, the water-stained ceiling in the corner that theyโd been meaning to have fixed, the stack of medical bills on the counter next to the fruit bowl. โUs.
This life. Alphonsus, Iโm thirty-two years old, and Iโm living like weโre in our twenties trying to figure things out. Except weโre not figuring anything out. Weโre just stuck.โ
He didnโt respond. He was watching her hands. Her left hand rested on the table, and he could see the indentation on her ring finger where her wedding ring should have been. Sheโd taken it off.
โI wanted a family,โ she continued. โA real home. I wanted to travel. I wanted security.
I wanted my husband to have ambitions, Alphonsus. I wanted to feel like we were building something together instead of just drowning.โ
โIโm supporting my mother,โ he said. โSheโs sick. She needs treatment, and my sister also needs my support.โ
โI donโt care what your family needs.โ Vivianโs voice didnโt rise, which somehow made it worse. โDo you know what I need? I need to feel like my husband has a future. I need to feel like this is temporary. But itโs not temporary, is it? This is just life for us now.โ
He looked at her and said nothing. There was no answer he could give that would satisfy her because she was right. His motherโs medical bills would never get smaller.
His sisterโs tuition wouldnโt disappear. And no matter how many jobs he took, no matter how many hours he worked, he would never make enough to give Vivian the life she wanted.
Vivian stood up and walked to the bedroom. When she came back, she was holding a manila envelope. She placed it on the table in front of him and slid it toward his chest.
โWhatโs this?โ He already knew.
โDivorce papers. I had them drawn up last month. Iโve already signed them.โ
Alphonsus stared at the envelope. The word DIVORCE was printed on the front in stark black letters. How long had she been planning this? A month? Longer?
โIโm moving out on Saturday,โ she said. โIโve already found a place closer to the office. Smaller, but at least itโs mine. My mother offered to help with the deposit.โ
Of course her mother did. Vivianโs mother had made it clear from their first family dinner that she didnโt think Alphonsus was good enough for her daughter.
Sheโd spent the entire meal asking pointed questions about his career trajectory and his long-term financial planning. Alphonsus had sat there quietly, eating the expensive food he hadnโt paid for, while Vivianโs father barely acknowledged his existence.
โDonโt make this harder than it is,โ Vivian said. She was standing now, her arms crossed again. โJust sign them.
Weโll sell the furniture, divide the money from my savings account, and move on with our lives. You can focus on your mother, and I can finally figure out what my life looks like without this.โ
She didnโt say it, but they both heard it anyway. Without you.
Alphonsus opened the envelope slowly. The first page was dense with legal language, terms he didnโt understand, numbers and percentages. He flipped through without reading, seeing his name printed over and over again.
Alphonsus Mark Jameson. Full name. Middle name. The formal version of himself, reduced to a party in a legal proceeding.
The last page had a signature line for him. Vivianโs signature was already there, neat and decisive. She hadnโt hesitated.
He closed the envelope and looked at his wife, his soon-to-be ex-wife. She was looking out the kitchen window, toward the fire escape and the city beyond. She wasnโt looking at him. She hadnโt looked at him while she was talking.
Maybe she was already gone. Maybe sheโd left a long time ago, and this was just the official paperwork.
โI need the papers signed by Friday,โ Vivian said. She was still facing the window. โIโm giving you my lawyerโs contact information.
You can hire your own lawyer if you want to negotiate anything, but thereโs nothing much to negotiate. The apartment stays in my name. You keep the car. Weโll split the joint account fifty-fifty.โ
Fifty-fifty. Their entire marriage, divided in half.
โVivian...โ
She finally turned to look at him, and he saw it in her eyes. No anger. No sadness. Just resignation. The look of someone whoโd made a decision and was already at peace with it.
โI know you tried,โ she said quietly. โThatโs not the point. The point is that trying isnโt enough. Not for me. Not anymore.โ
She walked past him, grabbed her jacket from the back of the chair, and headed for the door. He heard her keys jingle. He heard the door open.
โWhere are you going?โ His voice sounded strange to his own ears.
Vivian paused in the doorway but didnโt turn around.
โIโm staying at my motherโs tonight. Iโll come back Saturday to pack the rest of my things. Just sign the papers, okay? Make this easy on both of us.โ
The door closed behind her. Her footsteps faded down the hallway.
Alphonsus sat alone at the kitchen table with the manila envelope in front of him. Outside, the city hummed with the sound of traffic, sirens, people moving through their lives, going somewhere, doing something. Inside the apartment, there was nothing but the sound of his own breathing and the quiet tick of the kitchen clock.
He opened the envelope again and pulled out the divorce papers. His signature line was blank, waiting. A pen sat on the table where Vivian must have placed it before heโd arrived home. His phone buzzed in his pocket. A text from his mother:
โDid you pick up my prescription? I ran out this morning.โ
Alphonsus stared at the divorce papers in front of him, then at his phone screen.
He thought about his mother waiting at home for her medication. He thought about his sisterโs tuition bill, due in two weeks.
He thought about the rent, due in ten days. He thought about being thirty-four years old and entirely, completely alone.
And then he reached for the pen.









