Chapter 1
I hate it here I know that makes me sound like a brat but I do. And I can't take it anymore, the feeling of keeping my true self locked away inside of my self. The feeling of not being able to express myself without the lectures. I hate it when people pretend to care but in reality they don't. I hate the fact that everyday I have to put on a happy face knowing that on the inside there's nothing but sadness. And what I hate most of all is having to keep my thoughts and anger to myself because no one understands.
All I know is that I could feel me losing my self to this thing of hate and anger. I don't even know why, I mean come on it's not like I was asking for this anger and hate. But as the years went by and people just constantly continued to let me down and fail me. I started to wonder why in hell do I never get what I expect no matter how much work I put into it.
Why, oh why won't my suffering go away. I try to be kind and obedient but no matter what I do. I still have this hate inside of me that never goes away.
Now I know your think why should I care about My problems. Well good point but just keep reading and I promise I'll make It worth your while.
