Chapter 1
I hear raindrops fall on the green grass
I hear the bells ringing in the distance
But I didn’t hear your voice
Earnestly call my name
Youth is a stumbling journey
Blessed with the beauty of hindsight
I can’t thank you in time for giving me the courage
To become myself
Why I didn’t realize earlier having met you
is the best thing in my life
Maybe I was too busy laughing and crying
Too busy chasing meteors in the sky
People naturally forget
The one who silently stood by us in face of the wind and rain
We were once that close to forever love
Deciding to turn against the world for me
Standing by my side even in the rain
Every scene is you, a pure and warm heart
I finally realized you were the happiness I most wanted to hold on to
Yet I have lost the right to cry for you
May it be at a place where I can’t see
That you spread your wings
And meet your destiny
How lucky she will be
I put this song on repeat in my car on my way home and tears just came out silently. I married this guy who was romantic, cool and caring when we were dating. Until one Sunday morning, I wrapped around him from behind to wake him up to set up the clothing racks I bought yesterday. Suddenly, he jumped up and yelling :" what's your fucking problem, it’s fucking Sunday!" Then walked away. Then he came back, started to put the clothing racks together. Still cursing and smashing things. I was shocked and froze, yet I wasn’t able to predict that was just the start of my nightmare.
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