Prologue
He’s my first love and he will always be my first love.
The smallest gestures and the smallest movements towards you didn’t mean anything. But with him, it meant everything. The way the sun caught on his hair when he shook his head just to get it out of his eyes. Little things like smiles, looks, eyes looking at you never seemed so meaningless, until I met Will.
With him everything was different. The way he glanced back at you and offered a smile, took your breath away. When everyone looked at you when you gave a presentation, only his stuck out like the moon in the night sky. He was the one that made my head dizzy, my stomach flutter, made you feel so shy that you had to avoid eye contact.
That was how it was for me when I was around him.
There was something about him that was different. I don’t know if it was the air around him or his personality. All I knew was that he wasn’t like other people, and I liked that. When everyone looked with blank expressions, only his had emotion.
And he was one of the guys who would be chosen first every single time, but you know what? He was different from everyone else. I remember him getting chosen first and he decline it, he said no. I wanted to be chosen last. What kind of athletic guy would do that? No one.
I didn’t know him but just by looking at him and being in his presence felt like I knew everything about him. Every time I was close to him I would feeling uncomfortable, but in a good way. The way you would squirm under a teacher’s gaze. The only thing different about that, was that he was even looking at you. Just his presence let you off end.
But not only was it that his personality was unique, it was his looks too. He had blonde hair the color where you can’t even tell if it’s white or yellow. And his eyes. It was the lightest and darkest blue that I had ever seen, even now I can recall it. He was magnificent. Gorgeous even.
I never thought I would see him again. Especially now where I almost forgot about him.
The thing that really made him different was that, he made you not forget about him.
Ever.
