The nightmare
Warning: Brace yourself for many difficult chapters and scenes. Please be warned. I will try to post notices about difficult scenes.
Chapter 1----- The Nightmare
*Trigger warning: be warned
Third person
“Please stop. I don’t want to do anything. Stop please, help someone, help me please!!” She screams loudly, but nothing happens. No one comes to her rescue.
"Stop it!! I don't want to do this. I don't want this!!" She shouts at him, but it has no effect. Her mind scrambles to find a way out, but it keeps wandering and wandering and finds no solution. She jerks back to reality when Joon pulls her under him; despite him being drunk, he is still strong.
“No, please stop, stop, please; being drunk doesn't excuse what you are doing.” She pleads again, attempting to appeal to his conscience.
He pulls on her buttoned-up top, trying to get it to open. He reaches his hand into her skirt, pulling it up past her thighs. He swiftly pulls it over her hips, exposing her panties.
She never wears anything underneath her clothes except her panties, and today, it was working against her, making it easy for him. Why didn’t I wear something else? Something that would have made it difficult to remove, she asked herself. She jerks out of her thoughts as he reaches for my panties.
“No, no, please stop, Mr. Joon, please stop. I don't want to do this.”
Struggling under him, she tries desperately to escape, but she is firmly pinned under him. How is he so strong? She searched for something to help her, but there was nothing on the bed to help her.
Her mind searches frantically for a way to get him to reason with her. For once in her life, her genius mind comes up blank as to what to do.
They never taught her how to protect herself in this type of situation in any of the schools she attended. Nothing in the books she read taught her how to do that. Well, maybe they wrote or taught people about it, but she never took any of those classes or read about them… because there were many reasons she didn't know about those things. She never thought that something like that could happen to her.
Maybe this is a dream, but it feels so real. She jerks from her thoughts as she feels his hand probe her entrance. "What should I do?" She asks herself. At that point, she starts pushing back at him with all her strength, but nothing is working; his hand pushes painfully into her.
She tries clamping her thighs together to stop any further progress from him, but he isn’t having any of that. He stops only for a second to pull her thighs apart with his hand, wedging his thighs in between hers to further stop her from closing her thighs.
In an instant, the hand on her thighs disappears. She can now close her thighs, but suddenly feels her hands being lifted before she understands what is happening.
She believes he might be reconsidering, yet she couldn’t tell from her viewpoint. Being taller, he blocks her sight. She attempts to turn away to escape, but she's firmly restrained.
He releases her left hand to secure her right hand to the headpost. He works swiftly, as though tying is his profession, she reflects.
Then he repeats the action with her other hand. Now, she's trapped. He can do anything to her, and no one-not even herself-could intervene. The gravity of her situation struck her deeply. Raising her head to meet his gaze, tears streaming down her cheeks, she ponders, "How did I find myself in this predicament with my boss?"
Yes, her boss. She tried to speak but was still in shock at what was happening. She couldn’t even bring herself to think of what was about to happen to her. He was starting to get undressed as she watched in dread. Funny, his immaculate suit was the first thing that came to her mind as she watched him undress. She always admired how great he looked in those immaculate suits and secretly wished he would look at her.
But here she was, getting a feel of him on his bed. Jane would be thrilled to be in his bed; she talks about him all the time. Ok, maybe not about being tied up. Oh.... why am I still thinking of these thoughts when I should be reasoning with him? But I still can’t get my thoughts and mind to sync up when I'm panicking. She thought. She was pulled out of her thoughts when she felt the bed dip. He was completely naked, and he was aiming for her.
Oh my God, think! think!! think!!!? Her mind screamed at her.
She pleaded with him again, “Please, don’t do this. Please, please, please, I...… I don’t want to do this. Please stop. I, I......”
But it only egged him on. Mr Joon held her ankles and pulled her towards him. He opened the zip of her skirt and pulled it down her legs. Her panties went next; now, she was really naked. He opened the rest of my buttoned-up top, exposing her bra. He pulled her breasts out of the cups and started kneading them.
She tried to squirm away, but the leather straps held her firmly in place. Pulling her hands enabled the straps to pull on my skin, which started to hurt. So she stopped moving her hands. Joon pulled her nipple with his teeth and hand, squeezing so hard that she screamed.
Then he smiled like a maniac. He repeated the same thing to the other nipple. He moved his hand torturously down her body like he wanted her to realize what he was about to do. He pulled her legs apart to expose her to him. He sank his longest finger into her and kept pushing into her. She screamed from the pain; he just kept pushing and pushing. He took his hand out and said the most chilling words ever.
“I knew you were a virgin. Do you know how long I've had to wait, and oh, I made sure no guy got to you before me. I've been watching you, Ama, for quite some time, and I made sure you remained a virgin just for me.” So many thoughts started flooding into her thoughts, but she couldn’t think of them now; he squeezed her nipples, smacking, pinching, pulling while his other hand moved into her again. She kept moving her thighs, trying to stop his progress, but nothing was helping. Then he got off the bed to take out a spider mouth gag.
He put the gag in her mouth, opening it widely. When he secured it, he pushed his semi-hard dick into her mouth and started pumping in and out. Fucking her throat harder and faster till she started gagging. He pinched her nose closed and continued to face fuck her. He stopped, only for her to breathe in between.
He started moving faster and faster; then he stopped abruptly. She thought he was done, but he moved down towards her legs, widening them; he held his dick and started pushing at her opening. She felt like she was being torn open.
She started struggling with renewed strength, but it couldn’t dislodge him. After a couple of attempts, he pushed into her, pulled out, and jammed it right back in again. He continued slamming in and out. He pulled out and repositioned her legs up on his shoulders.
He held her thighs and pushed back in, this time with more ease. He started ramming into her again. He kept going for some time, but it felt like an eternity to her. The pain became too much for her to bear. She started swimming in and out of consciousness as he kept on the assault.
She had started bleeding from the forced entry. She felt so lethargic, her strength ebbing. The pain doubled whenever he pushed deeply into her.
“Am I going to die here?" She whispered softly with no strength left. "Please, someone save me. If anyone is listening, please save me.” She kept praying in her heart. The pain numbed everything; suddenly, she started floating out of her body. She couldn’t feel any pain again.
Praying that this will be over. Some people always said that when you were about to die, your life flashed before you, but hers felt like a dream she was having. She was taken to the time her fate was sealed, to the celebration she should have been having, not this pain.
They had completed this major project for the company. As a skilled programmer, she excelled at her job. Coding was her refuge. She loved computers because she could communicate better with them than with people. At the very young age of 16, she had already completed the National Science School for the Gifted.
She was one of the brilliant orphans discovered by the system. She never knew her parents; the health worker just told her they found her in an abandoned park. Anyway, she aced her exams on the first day of school and went on to ace every test and quiz she was given.
The government moved her to the National Science School for the Gifted. At the age of 10, she became attached to computers. The School sponsored her throughout her life and helped her enter university for a combined degree. By age 15, she had completed her bachelor's, master's, and PhD. Even at the university, she didn't follow the normal procedure like everyone else.
She started working for SK SMART INTERNATIONAL TECH. It is the biggest private tech company that sponsors the government's national science school. They sponsored her education through the government, so naturally, you are expected to work for them for about 5 years.
She had been working with them for four years, and this year would have been her last before she was given the chance to choose whether to stay or leave the company. Last year, they got the biggest deal of the century: the emergence of 5g technology. They had been working nonstop for a year and finally completed the project last week.
Yesterday was the company's celebration, hence the party, which landed her in this mess. She hasn’t been able to enjoy her life, and it's coming to an end. She never had a chance to live. At college, she never went out. She was under strict supervision from her state guardian. Never drunk, never partied, never had boyfriends her entire life. She was always afraid this would happen to her, and now her worst fear is happening.
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