Bright Light Never Doomed
Ridden with sadness
I ask you for guidance and love
You look away towards the darkness
You leave me
I'm left to find my own way
Travel through storms and darkness
Travel through dark and light
Pacing and wandering on my own
I've looked to you many times
Yet, I'm never able to get to you.
I'm left alone to travel with stability
The only way I know.
My heart always closed off
Fear lingers over me like a doomed storm cloud.I walk away
I come back again
Only to be broken in half again
Tortured and pain ridden
No one ever cares.
The world is in a rush
"How ya doing?"
Fine... is always the answer.
"I'm okay."
"I'm fine."
I've wined and dined.
Some French fries
Onion rings.
Does it truly matter anyway?!
The Keeva Craig meditation plays.
Memories search on autoplay
You're never here when I need you.
You're always so f*cking far away.
J. Spiegel 2023.
J. Spiegel 2023.
