The Headmaster's Flame

Are you ready to enter the life of schoolgirl Natalia as she goes from greyness to goosebumps…?

A quick disclaimer: this book is strictly for an 18+ audience, for profanity and sexual reference from the start. This builds later into graphic content during which all characters are aged 16+.

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Enjoy -LS x

From sheer boredom she found herself clicking on porn spam on her phone that night, and fell asleep dreaming she was riding a wave in a swimming pool.

Her bikini spun away from her like a small doll’s outfit toward a candle burning at the other side of the pool. She tried to reach it, but it grew to the size of the sun. There was a huge Bang! as her eyes jolted open to the light blaring through the window.

There was another rap at her door.

‘You not up for school yet!’

Natalia chewed slowly on her toast at the breakfast table.

‘Quarter past eight.’ Her mum set down her teaspoon. You’ll have missed yer bus. Done for skiving, and now late again?’

She fingered the report card in her pocket. ‘I’m going now.’

This was the last winter she would have to watch the grey sky outlined against the pale orange, geometric ugliness of that building, looming closer like a monstrous ship as her size-five feet carried her like automatons into its rectangular mouth.

Everyone else was already in class as she headed to sign in at Reception. Deafened by ‘rah-ah-ah, Gaga-ooh-la-la!’ playing in her ears, she crossed the driveway oblivious to the huge dark moving shape coming from her left.

'Love, love, love! I want your—’

One earphone dropping in surprise, she stood frozen-eyed at a black Mercedes halting with a shrill screech of its brakes just a metre away.

She leapt back, scrambling to the Reception doors before whoever driving the car would have chance to call:

‘You need to look out, young lady!’

Delivered in a lively shout from a head sticking out of a rolled-down window, she turned and squinted to discern which teacher it was. A flash of blonde-ish hair and an arm of suited grey didn’t fit the description of anyone here. Walk, walk, fashion baby… or rather shuffle, red-faced to the late book; push it back to the frowning receptionist and sigh as she headed to French, handing the conspicuous green rectangle of shame to Mrs Williams.

‘The spoff is late!’

‘And she’s on a report card!’

She sensed their grinning faces, trained on her as though she were a bad performer who’d wronged them in a previous life show. Luke, Bernard, Tom and a fourth boy Ryan who ‘fancied her’ - which apparently meant no more than blushing in her direction and slightly flinching at the insults his friends threw her way.

‘It’s what you get when you skive,’ Laura whispered. ’Just ignore ‘em.’

‘You mean like Mrs Williams, and everybody else does?’

Maths that afternoon had her wondering why she even got out of bed. Mr Noble was still outside in the corridor calming down a fight between three lads before the lesson started.‘Homework ready to hand in, please!’ he’d said ten minutes ago, whilst the classroom reigned in chaos of bag-emptying, chatter and belching. Amidst the commotion came a piercing whisper behind her.

‘Psst! What’s the answer to 3b?’

Stacey only ever talked to Natalia when she was stuck on a homework question, and seldom gave thanks for it either.

'Is n 11? Or 13?’

‘Neither. It’s 15.’

‘Proper spoff,’ came another voice, ’but skives like a tramp cos she’s from Gipton.’

Natalia took in the sight of grinning Bernard, hardened by four years of puberty in a dump of a council estate school, wondering how lovely he used to look at primary school chiming along to Shine Jesus Shine! in Assembly with the unblemished face of a Cabbage Patch doll. Now he was more like a Chucky doll. And then the classroom door burst open to the brief collective grunt of men at the door.

‘Cheers, Neary!’ Noble rushed back in. ‘Sorted that scrap just in time before they passed. Goodness, he’s well dressed for this place!’

‘Who, Neary?’ scoffed Adam.

The class laughed. Natalia was smiling too, when all of a sudden something sharp stung her ear.

'Oww-ooh—!’ She gasped, and now the laughter from the class seemed all to be right in her ear.

‘What is it Natalia?’ Noble frowned. Hand nursing her head, she turned to see Bernard’s huge smug grin, Ryan staring next to him, and Stacey with a stupid bursting shriek on her face.

‘Someone threw a rubber at me. It was—’

‘Now now. We’re already fifteen minutes behind! Homework, everyone!’

Natalia reached into her bag, brushing against Jane Eyre . She, too, lived a life where she was ‘suffering, browbeaten, condemned.’ But like that quietly ardent, ‘restless bird,’ she too would soar high and away on her own path. In just eight months, she’d be forever free from report cards, schoolboys and Stacey’s stale morning milk breath.

‘Yeh-lo!’

She pushed down the handle. Mr Neary stood stout and bullish as usual by his desk, but this time there were other people in the office. Mr Clarke, the balding IT manager, was sitting at Neary’s computer, and the short and softly-spoken Deputy Mr Dinkey stood by the window. He was beside another man who, evidenced by the blonde hair and suit Natalia could see in full now, was most certainly the man she had nearly been run over by this morning.

She held her breath as she took in the regal portrait now painted before her. A stocky body in tailor-suited grey, centred with a navy blue tie and a buttoned waistcoat beneath - certainly as Noble had said - made him an unusual sight of quaint middle-class formality in this school. Long, light brown hair swept up from a widow’s peak on a large forehead into honey blonde coming down behind his ears.

He was looking out of the window so she could only glimpse in profile, his thinking-furrowed brow of his face. Despite his detachment from the company he seemed to loom over the rest of the men.

As Natalia put out the folded green card to Neary, her eyes flitted back to the visitor. Who was he? An inspector? A prospective parent?

‘Late today?’ Neary squinted at the card.

‘Yep, sir, sorry.’

Dinkey had moved over to Clarke at the computer to sit and mutter, whilst the regal man by the window turned, only just realising someone else had come into the room. His eyes were on the card in Neary’s hand, and Natalia sensed that his scrunched, majestic eyebrows held something he wanted to know.

‘These are report cards, Neill,’ said Neary as if in answer. ‘The kids get them when they bunk off school. They get them signed by every teacher and then by me at the end of the day.’

The stranger, Neill, continued to gaze out of the window.

‘Another one of your ideas, John?’ Neill now glanced towards Natalia, not quite looking at her, adding: ‘And do you ever ask the pupils why they truant?’

To Natalia his voice was almost melodious. The drawn out vowel of ‘ask,’ and the bass tone dip of ‘why,’ she noted, was a Queen’s English seldom heard in an inner-city Northern school. Then Neary replied benignly:

‘Well, no, the report card monitors their attendance, deters it from happening again, you see Neill.’

Natalia’s eyes ping-ponged back to the mysterious challenger.

‘Really.’ Neill cocked his head unimpressed, and blinked two piercing blue interrogators squarely at Natalia:

‘And how many times, young lady, have you truanted from school?’

She was just pocketing her card as her mouth dropped open, and Neary interjected without looking at either of them: ‘This would be the third time I know of.’

Neill scoffed. Then his eyes roved back to Natalia:

'May I ask you, young lady, why you truant?’

Neary drew a breath, whilst Natalia’s face grew warm. Speak, she told herself! What could she say? How honest could she be?

‘Um—’ She looked at Neill, whose expressive eyebrows, dancing above kind twinkling eyes, despite his overall slightly intimidating demeanour, seemed to assure her of his sincerity.

‘Well, I truant because this place feels like a prison to me’ - Neary blinked up in surprise. ‘It feels like a prison physically, intellectually, and emotionally. I truant because for one day I can pull myself out of the prison even for a humiliating and pointless punishment of a report card, to feel part of a world that looks at me like someone worthy - even if that’s standing around in B&Q for seven hours pretending to be interested in drill bits and raw plugs, because even then, even then—’

‘Ok Natalia, I think we’re done, eh.’

Upon her train of passion being cut short by Neary, she glanced back at Neill, whose quizzical look had softened into surprise, not pity, but somehow a tenderness, as his eyes wandered off slowly round the room as hers had done. The other two men at the desk were still murmuring between themselves, not paying any attention to the exchange. Neill nodded at Neary, then back to Natalia, smiling politely:

‘Thank you.’

Slinging her bag to her shoulder, she left the room as a low conversation continued between Neary and Neill. Down the corridor she met with a breathless Mrs Coleman.

‘Is Mr Neary in?’

‘Yes Miss, he’s in with an inspector or something.’

‘Inspector?’ she breezed by, bemused.

The black Mercedes sped off down the other side of the school as she climbed onto the bus, rolling her eyes in cringe that maybe she’d gone too far, telling the well-dressed stranger that she wandered pitifully around a DIY shop. Was the look he gave afterwards in interest or awkwardness?

But as she sliced her bus pass into Jane Eyre, she thought with a smile, that she’d never talked as boldly like that in Neary’s office. It was as if ‘a martyr, a hero, had passed a slave,’ and imparted strength, an ‘extraordinary ray that bore her up.’ She thought back to her dream this morning, that bright light! Shining as Bernard’s sweet child face once did! As for Jane Eyre, so too for Natalia, ‘life had its gleams of sunshine’!

Will Natalia see him again? Read on to Chapter 2, Firestarter!

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LS x