Introduction
Introduction
Hi. It’s me. I’m writing this because there are things I never said—things I wish I had told you back then. I don’t expect anything from you now. You’re happy, and that’s all I’ve ever wanted for you. But if you’re reading this, I hope you’ll find it in your heart to listen, even if it’s just through these words.
What happened between us feels like a dream now. A fleeting moment that left its mark, one I carry with me to this day. I know I hurt you, and I’ve carried that guilt for a long time. But I hope this will help you understand that it wasn’t easy for me either.
I’m not writing this to explain myself or undo the past—it’s too late for that. I’m writing this because you meant something to me. More than I ever said, more than I probably showed. These entries are pieces of the story you never got to hear—what I thought, what I felt, and what I couldn’t say.
Don’t think of this as closure. Maybe it’s just my way of letting go. Wherever you are, I hope you’re happy. I hope you’re safe.
XO,
Kai
