LOST IN THE LABYRINTH OF MY OWN BECOMING
Got lost in high hopes; better to be found.
Forgot: who gets lost doesn’t want to be found.
Regrets and guilts crawling up all around;
Tears screaming within, but eyes shut them down.
Losing patience and tolerance, putting life’s stakes beneath –
Would it be true or just a nightmare gone wrong?
Staring at the mirror with a presence behind me,
Why look so familiar, glaring to find me?
How come scenarios changed to and fro?
Sides switched in a minute or so.
At the entrance of a twisted corridor,
I find myself –
a stranger, and all alone.
Footsteps falter; mirror lined the walls,
Someone trapped behind them, yelling along.
Was it a threat or a glitch – sound?
I continue to walk, wanting to wake up
from this somnolence;
Wants turning to hopes.
Manipulation – what have you done?
Scattered fragments striving for whole;
Posed a question: who am I in this story untold?
Never thought fear would run in veins like this,
When a voice shouted, “Are you afraid, just by this?”
Seeking an Ariadne’s thread in a muse unknown,
Delved into the sea, navigating an unfamiliar destiny!