Roots of Conflict
Today, I am being traded.
I’m being handed to a man they call the Devil, and no one has bothered to ask whether I survive the exchange.
I stand on the terrace of my mother’s apartment, watching the city breathe beneath me, and try to remember the last time I believed this view belonged to me. The garden below is manicured into obedience—symmetrical hedges, fruit trees heavy with promise, paths swept clean every morning. Beyond the gates, New York sprawls in its usual state of chaos, loud and alive and free in ways I have never been allowed to be. The difference between the two feels deliberate. A reminder of where I belong. Where I don’t.
The wind catches the olive-green drapes behind me, lifting their gold-threaded edges like a whisper I can’t quite hear. Everything here is curated to suggest safety. Beauty. Control. The kind of luxury meant to soften the edges of captivity until you forget the bars exist at all.
I won’t miss this place. Not because I’m leaving it, but because it was never mine to begin with. If this is freedom, I can’t imagine what the next prison will demand from me.
This apartment has been called my sanctuary for as long as I can remember. A refuge, my mother insisted, from the uglier parts of our world. What she never said out loud—but never denied, either—was that sanctuaries and prisons are often built the same way. High walls. Limited exits. Rules enforced by those who claim to know better.
I rest my hands against the railing and let the city blur. Somewhere below, a fig tree bends under the weight of its fruit. I planted it years ago, pressing the seed into the soil with my own fingers, convinced that nurturing something living might tether me to this place. Watching it grow taught me a different lesson. Roots don’t always mean freedom. Sometimes they’re just another way to stay stuck.
The irony doesn’t escape me. Today, of all days, I’m thinking about roots while preparing to be uprooted completely.
Arranged marriages are not shocking in the world I was born into. They’re not even controversial. They’re transactions, framed as tradition, wrapped in words like legacy, loyalty, and survival. Love is irrelevant. Choice is ornamental. The only thing that matters is what the union produces—alliances, leverage, silence.
Still, I expected my fate to come from my mother.
Dera has spent years clawing our family’s name back from the brink after my father’s death, navigating the underworld with the precision of someone who knows one wrong move can end everything. She’s ruthless when she needs to be. Strategic always. If anyone were going to decide who I married, I assumed it would be her.
Not Victor.
The thought of his involvement settles into my chest like a slow bruise.
Victor does not intervene without reason. He doesn’t orchestrate futures unless there’s something to gain or something to bury. His influence is the kind you don’t see until it’s already reshaped the ground beneath your feet. Men like him don’t rule by force alone. They rule because everyone agrees it’s easier to obey than to test the limits of their patience.
My marriage is no exception.
Whatever Victor wants, he takes. And if he’s decided I belong to the man they call the Devil, then my opinion has already been accounted for and dismissed.
I close my eyes and breathe in the scent of ripening fruit, of earth warmed by summer sun. It steadies me, the way familiar things always do. My mother taught me to identify plants by smell long before she taught me how to navigate a room full of predators. She said it was grounding. I think now she meant it as a reminder that life exists beyond power games and blood debts, even if we’re never allowed to touch it.
The truth presses down on me with every inhale: I don’t get to refuse this.
Women like me never do.
Still, resignation has never come easily. Even when silence was safer, I learned how to listen instead. To remember. To file away details others dismissed. That habit earned me Victor’s irritation long before it earned me his attention. I was too observant, he once said. Too curious for my own good.
Now, that curiosity has placed me directly in his path.
The man I’m meant to marry does not exist in polite conversation. His name is spoken in fragments, in warnings, in the spaces where voices drop, and eyes avert. They call him the Devil because no one has ever seen him grant mercy where it wasn’t deserved—and because he decides who deserves anything at all.
He works beneath the surface of the city, where verdicts are delivered without courtrooms, and punishments are carried out without witnesses. Families answer to him when lines are crossed. Debts are settled in his name. Order is maintained through fear sharpened into loyalty.
I know all of this without knowing him.
I know what men like him do to women like me.
Some say Victor and the Devil are brothers. Others insist that rumor alone would be enough to get someone killed. No one agrees on the truth, which tells me it’s dangerous enough to matter. Power like theirs rarely exists in isolation. It breeds. It multiplies. It infects everything it touches.
The breeze shifts, brushing my bare arms, and I open my eyes to the glare of sunlight reflecting off glass and steel. For a moment, the city looks like it’s burning.
I glance down at my dress and notice the crease at the waist. Silk the color of old wine, chosen because it flatters without provoking. My mother’s idea of armor. I smooth the fabric, forcing my hands steady. Today demands perfection. Not because I owe it to anyone, but because imperfections invite punishment.
He wouldn’t tolerate them.
I pause at the thought. The certainty of it unsettles me more than fear ever could. I don’t know his preferences, his habits, the way he moves through a room. I don’t know how he takes his coffee or what expression crosses his face when someone disappoints him.
And yet, I know this much: he expects obedience.
That expectation tightens something in me, sharp and defiant. It’s a small thing, easily missed, but it’s there. A refusal that hasn’t found its voice yet. I hold onto it, tucking it away where no one can see.
For now.
Behind me, the apartment remains silent. No footsteps. No last-minute instructions. My mother knows better than to hover. Whatever she feels about this arrangement—fear, anger, relief—she keeps it locked behind the same composed expression she wears to every negotiation. Our conflicts are quiet ones. Always have been.
Victor and Dera’s battles are another matter entirely.
Their history stretches back further than I can trace, tangled in old alliances and personal slights neither of them has ever forgiven. They circle each other with practiced ease, both aware that outright war would cost too much. Instead, they strike through intermediaries. Through favors. Through people.
Through me.
The realization settles with an odd calm. At least now I understand my role. I am leverage. A concession. A warning wrapped in silk and delivered with a smile.
I straighten, lifting my chin as the city continues on without me. Somewhere beyond these walls, the Devil is waiting. Not impatiently. Men like him don’t wait that way. He will be precise. Expectant. Certain that I will arrive exactly as arranged.
He’s right.
I will go to him. I will stand where I’m told and say the words required of me. I will become his wife because resistance would only sharpen his interest, and I have no intention of making myself entertaining.
As I turn from the terrace, leaving my carefully cultivated prison behind, I wonder if the cage I’m walking into will recognize me for what I am before it’s too late.
What he doesn’t know—what no one knows—is that this marriage will not be the end of my story.
And if the Devil believes he’s claimed something fragile, he’s already made his first mistake.








