CHAPTER 1: BEGIN
The pain starts in my chest three seconds before the drums stop.
I’m standing in the back of the Great Hall with the other unmated omegas, pressed between Lena’s trembling shoulder and the cold stone wall, when the pull hits. It’s not the gentle summoning I’ve read about in old stories—not a soft tugging toward destiny. It’s violent. It’s a rope of molten gold threading through my ribs, wrapping around my heart, pulling so hard I forget how to breathe.
“Sera?” Lena grabs my arm. “Are you okay? Your face—”
“I’m fine,” I whisper, but I’m not. Everything in me is screaming toward something I can’t see yet.
The Bonding Moon ceremony happens once a year, on the night when the veil between human and wolf thins. It’s when the Moon Goddess reveals fated mates—bonds written into our souls since birth. For most wolves, it’s beautiful. Transcendent. The kind of moment you build your whole life around.
For me, it’s supposed to be mercy. A way out. The daughter of a disgraced beta doesn’t get much in this world—not respect, not resources, not a future. But a fated mate? That changes everything. Even for an omega as invisible as I am.
The drums start again, deeper this time. The Alpha hasn’t entered yet.
Around the hall, unmated females stand taller, arrange their hair, straighten their shoulders. We’ve been prepped for weeks—bathed in sacred oils, dressed in white silk that clings to our bodies like second skin. We’re offerings and spectators at once, waiting to learn if the Goddess has chosen us.
The bond pulls again, so hard my knees buckle.
Lena catches me, genuine concern flickering across her face. “Seriously, you’re scaring me.”
I can’t tell her. I can’t tell anyone. Because the pull isn’t pointing toward the unmated males waiting on the other side of the hall. It’s pointing toward the dais.
Toward him.
The massive doors at the front of the hall swing open, and Alpha Kael Voss walks through like he owns the air itself. He does. He owns this territory, five pack lands, and the fear of every enemy stupid enough to test his borders. He’s only twenty-six, but he looks older—carved from stone and darkness, with eyes that have seen war. Black hair falls across his forehead. His body is all lean muscle under ceremonial black leather, the silver of his rank catching the candlelight.
I’ve seen him exactly twice before this. Once when I was eight, from behind a door I wasn’t supposed to open. Once last month, when he passed me in the corridor and I held my breath until he was gone, terrified that even existing in the same space as him was too much.
Now the bond inside me is screaming his name.
No. No, this is wrong. This is a mistake. Alphas don’t bond with omegas. They bond with strong females, beta daughters, females who can stand beside them and contribute something to the pack. Not me. Not a girl whose father led a rebellion that nearly destroyed everything, whose mother died in shame, whose very presence is a constant reminder of failure.
But the pull is undeniable. It’s wrapping around my spine, lighting up my wolf, making her pace inside my skin like she’s trying to claw her way out.
Kael walks to the center of the dais, and I see the moment he feels it too.
His whole body goes rigid. His head tilts back. For just a fraction of a second, his eyes slam shut like he’s in pain, and I watch him gather himself—actually watch the Alpha force his expression back into stone. When his eyes open, they’re scanning the crowd, searching for the source of the bond the way a predator hunts.
The hall has gone completely silent. Everyone feels it now—the massive surge of power, the bond igniting. The air tastes like lightning and something burning.
His eyes find mine across the crowded hall, through the unmated females, past the guards and the elders and the witnesses. He looks at me like I’m the only person alive.
For one perfect, impossible moment, I think maybe I’m wrong. Maybe this isn’t a mistake. Maybe the Goddess knows something we don’t. Maybe—
His lip curls back from his teeth, and I watch the moment he decides.
“No.”
The word rings through the hall like a gunshot. It’s soft, but it’s an Alpha’s command, and it hits like physical force. Wolves whimper. Females flinch. Lena’s hand tightens on my arm.
“No,” Kael says again, louder this time. His voice is pure venom. “I reject the bond. I reject this mate.”
The words land in my chest like bullets.
I can’t move. Can’t breathe. Can’t process what’s happening through the roaring in my ears. He rejected me. The Alpha—the most feared male in five territories—just rejected me in front of hundreds of witnesses. Not privately. Not kindly. Publicly. Brutally. Like I’m not even worth the effort of a private dismissal.
Around me, the hall erupts. Shocked murmurs become gasps become outright cries of disbelief. No one rejects a fated mate. It’s not done. It’s not possible. The bond doesn’t break just because an Alpha decides he doesn’t want it.
But it should have. In stories, when a mate is rejected, the bond severs. The rejected wolf is freed, wounded but ultimately released.
I wait for that severing.
It doesn’t come.
Instead, the bond wraps tighter around my heart, and when Kael’s eyes meet mine again—filled with something that looks like rage and agony mixed together—I realize the truth:
The bond didn’t break for him either.









okay...... looking forward to reading more
interesting start