Kai
My Heart seems to be in-tune with the Music, the beat of both combined into one.
Are the pulsating lights, making me giddy? Is it the one bottle of cider?
Or is it the Guy standing over the other side of the dance floor, looking my way, that is making me feel this way?
Does he know it’s me?
Silly question!
He has no Idea! Totally Oblivious!
He has watched me like this, twice before, and I really don’t understand why!
Don’t get me wrong, I am not complaining!
But when he has so many girls hovering, trying to catch his attention. Why do I interest him?
Sure, I am dressed to the nines! It is my chance to go all out, and feel free to express myself. I do every-time I come to this night club!
Maybe he is just fascinated. Many people are. I am different! One of a kind!
But only here!
Tonight I am Kai!
You might think, this is a Disguise, but no, it is the real me!
The rest of my life when I am away from here, is when I wear the Disguise. When I am average, just one among many! Invisible!
That is how I had wanted it, and how it willstay!
Only?
Now I want something else, way, way too much!
If I send a hint his way, will he catch it?
I drag my friend Pen, to the dance floor! We rock and move to the beat. I glance his way, and smile.
He returns my smile and moves towards me. Now that he has taken my bait, I feel nervous.
How far, can I take this? Is he even into guys? Guys who like to wear clothes like mine?
How should I describe it?
High Fashion Feminine Menswear!
Tonight I have gone with a Glitzy Elegance vibe. The White Off the Shoulder Crop, I made myself. Spent hours adding Rhinestones! Paired with a Black Satin Skort, that sat just above my knees. Showing my long legs to advantage. Heeled boots in white finished off my ensemble! My long hair, hanging in loose curls, just below my shoulders.
He looks me up and down, and smiles appreciatively, he obviously likes what he sees.
I feel a flutter of excitement, as he begins to dance with me!
I have never been this close to him before! Well not as Kai anyway!
Relaxing into the moment, I twirl in front of him, then place a hand on his shoulder.
He catches me around my waist, and we sway together.
I avoid looking into his eyes for too long, afraid he will discover the truth.
I concentrate on enjoying this moment! It may never happen again!
Leaning forward, I encourage him to gather me close, which he does! I place my cheek to his shirt, and breath in the delicious scent of his cologne. Storing it in my memory!
I feel, his hand move to the small of my back, brushing the flesh, in the gap, between my clothing. Making me shiver!
‘You look gorgeous tonight, Kai!’ - He whispers into my hair.
I look up at him then, surprised! - ‘You know my name?’
‘I asked around!’ - He smiled, his shining eyes gazing into mine.
I give a nervous laugh and cover my mouth.
He reaches to pull my hand away, then brushes a thumb against my lips.
‘Oh God!’ I close my eyes to the sensation.
Then my eyes zip open in surprise, as I feel his lips on mine! A quick, but oh so sweet kiss.
‘I don’t want to, but I need to go!’ - He says sadly - ‘My Buddy is drunk; I better get him home!’
I peer over to where his mate is staggering, bumping into shrieking girls.
I nod, and step back.
‘Will I see you again, next Saturday night?’ - He asks.
‘I’ll be here!’ - I smile.
I watch as he leaves.
Knowing full well, that...
Tonight, I may have been his sole focus! But....
Monday in class,
He will continue to be OBLIVIOUS!
And I will be INVISIBLE, once again!
