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( little backstory)
I'm very unusual and my bestfriend/ roomate Bren doesn't care. he has gotten so use to me over the years.
I'm a kid at heart and I work with babies and kids. Being a Pedatic CNA it pays to be a kid at heart. you find ways to bond and interact with them. to distract them, and just communicate with them.
letting them know just cause they are a kid doenst mean that we are not listening.
I find different ways to realx kids who are nervous or scared. weather they are a paitent or not. and some times its a win and sometimes its a lose.
I've handled ases where Bren had to comfort me when I went raido silent. I mean I wouldn't talk I wouldnt do anything & BRen he wouldn't force me to talk he'd just hold me and omfort me and wait till I was ready to talk.
other times he'd find me in a supply closet or I'd go to his office and just cry. and he'd let me, there would be no asshole demenor or anything.
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I had a bad case that was dealing with an abandoned malnourished toddler who was DOA. and it nearly killed me just seeing how the poor baby looked. I had fought the tears ad I took are of them and when I had a moment I walked of and cried.
Bren of course found me and I had told him about what happened and how the poor baby didnt make it. and how she looked so deathly skinny. he held me as I started crying all over again
After work Bren and I headed to a bar and grill. I ate what I could stomah after all that. and I got tipsy which lucky I didnt have to work the following day.
when I got in Bren's car Kissed him before sitting back as he took me home where I took him to my bed and stripped down then stripped him down and made love to him even as he kept asking an assuring its okay.
"Brendon.. you ask me if I am okay with having sex with your fine ass one more time baby boy... I will bite your cock... I am very ...very fine with fucking you.. and definitely consenting to it"
after I said that he took control and just fucked me stupid. my brain went blank and I was all for it. he was pleasuring my body in ways he knew how and only he ever could.
After words we laid entangled together creasing each other and making out before we went to sleep.
moments like that are ones I love and cherish. casue Bren means the world to me, and I am in love with him.
