Dear I.A
To the girl i can't get out of my head
The girl I yearn for the girl in the back and front of my head
To the girl with the brown dark eyes the same eyes i can look into for eternity
The girl who looks as beautiful as the sunset after a long day
The girl with the most beautiful features I've ever seen
I'm writing this and you'll probably never read it
For the first time ever I'm scared of confessing my feelings not only cause you've grown close to me and I'm scared of loosing you but also cause I've never felt like this for anyone before
The way I feel for you makes me feel complicated cause for the for time ever I know what being in love feels like but can't express it a part of me wants and yearns for you and the other part doesn't want to loose you because you might not feel the same
like they say "should I go left were nothing is right or right were nothing is left"
I used to romanticize yearning but you made sure i never do that my heart feels heavy and tears in my eyes when i think about our potential
There's so much i want to say but can't bring myself
I'm scared of getting hurt
Oh beautiful girl how i have the urge to tell you how you make me feel all I can do for know is make you laugh
Oh Beautiful girl who looks at me with sparkling eyes and a smile so bright it can make a man's day
And want you to know I love I love you so much it doesn't make sense
Oh beautiful girl she who controls my mood if mentally I' am not ok but thinking about you brightens my day
You also dating someone and that also kills me because i want to get you the right way
I like you so much I can't look at you in a lustful way that's when i realized how beautiful love can be
A love I can't express oh how it kills me
If I stay then I loose myself and if I leave I leave I loose you
I can't move on cause you always in my mind
My final message to you is I don't think I'll ever get over you I'll always feel something for you and maybe I might tell you and we will have a forever after
Sincerely Yours
Your Secrete Admirer
