Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

Mom had just gotten me this new journal to write in as a diary if I had to get my feelings out without wanting to talk to her or dad. My mom died just last week in a car crash but I have also seen better days in my health. After my mom died my dad was always coming home late and always leaving early. I still remember that one day he said “you going to grandma’s for a sleep over “ He never came back. My grandma was so mad that he did not come back that she cut his face out of all the picture.

My grandma since she was retired was always around and taking me out to lunch and she took me to school. I was so happy but a happiness doesn’t always last forever. One day my grandma was driving me to school and I went through a normal day. My grandma never picked me up so I had to walk home. There was a police car outside my house but no grandma. When the police office said “Your grandmother was killed in a fatal car crash” I almost couldn’t breath. Who was gonna care for me know that my grandma was dead and my dad was no where to be found.

I was very heart broken which the police officer understood so he said that I could stay at the house one more night and that he would come to get me in the morning and take me to the station. That morning I packed up my stuff and the police officer knocked at my door. I got into the police car and went to the police station. I was even more shocked when I heard that they found my dad and that I would be placed back under his care because he was my only living relative that is close.

I figured out that the transportation there would take me about to weeks because even though he is close that doesn’t mean that he is that close. I am so tired of all the drama that happened in my life and I don’t think you can take this diary. I think I am going to take a night of rest and relaxation tonight diary. I will be back I am sure of it especially once I get to my dad’s . The question is that: Is he going to leave me again. Before I put down the diary I got a notification on my phone :

1 new message from dad

Hi love,

I am so sorry that I left you before with grandma. I heard what happened to her and that is terrible. I hope you well forgive me for what I have done. The reason your journey is going to take so long is because I got a new house when your grandma died and I had to go to Ikea and get you bedroom the best furniture that I could buy. I am super sorry and I am also sorry for waking you up.

I hope you can find a way to forgive me Lilian.

Love,

Dad

A way to forgive him What! How could I forgive him for what he did even if he is making me a new room? What he did to me that day at grandma’s house. I just can’t do that diary I just can’t. “Sorry for waking me up” then why would he send the text if he didn’t want to wake me up. I sorry for the stress diary but I am going to try to go to sleep after what just happend.

Goodnight Diary,

Lily