WASTE IT ON ME

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Waste It On Me: Jae Park

“I can’t love you, an to be honest, it’s just a waste of my time”

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“If love is just a waste of your precious time, than goddammit waste it on me”

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Copyright© 2018: Delirious_Is_Awesome

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BEFORE WE START: HERE IS A LITTLE WARNING!!

1: This story does indeed have self harm, but I’ll put a trigger warning if there is

2: This story involves the use of drugs an alcohol

3: This story shares a romantic relationship with two step siblings, so don’t come bitching to me if you think it’s incest (CUZ IT’S NOT)

4: This story mentions suicide, but I’ll put a trigger warning!

5: PLEASE DON’T COPY MY IDEAS!!

Wendy’s P.O.V

“But, mom do I have to go?” I ask my mom, as she was making dinner. I really don’t want to go and visit my father and his brand new family, in Los Angeles, California, for the summer, while I have a perfectly good function family right here in the heart of San Francisco, California. I mean, it’s just stupid. He left us. I don’t want anything to do with him anymore.

“Yes you have to go. I don’t like it either, but your dad has been wanting you to visit him.” She told me and I groaned

“But, I want to spend the summer with you.” I say to her and she laughs and she stopped cooking, and turned to me

“I know you do, but you haven’t seen your dad since you were like 5.” She says and I sigh

“Because, he left us mom.” I say and she sighed softly

“Just go spend some time there, who knows you might even like it there. It’ll be hot there, and you’re always complaining how cold it is here.” She says and I sigh and nod “Kay, now go pack, because you’re leaving tomorrow.” She says and I widened my eyes, my first day of summer and I’m gonna have to leave. Great! I walk away from her, and I walked upstairs up to my bedroom, and I grab a suitcase, and I sigh ‘This is gonna be the worse summer of my life.’ I thought. I don’t want to go see how happy my dad is, with his new family, then he was with me and my mom. I walk over to my dresser, and I see a picture of me and my mom, and I smile and I pick up the picture frame, and I walk over to the suitcase and I place the picture frame in, and I walked back over to my dresser, and I started to pull out my clothes, and I saw that I had a lot of summer clothes, but what I’m wearing is actually supposed to be for fall, cause it’s like 58° outside at this moment, and ugh I hate it! I put my clothes into my suitcase, making sure, I have an outfit to wear tomorrow, and I close my dresser drawers, and I went over to my bathroom, and I started to get my shampoo, body wash, tooth brush, toothpaste, my brush, and my hair sprays, and I put them into my suitcase, and I close it up, and I’m surprised I got it closed, because when me and mom go on trips, I could never get my suitcase closed, and it irritates the hell out of me. I grab my phone from my bedside table, and I saw the time and it said ‘7:00 P.M.’, and I sigh and groan, ‘It’s gonna be a long night.’ I thought, and I grabbed my earbuds, and I stuck them in my ears, and I went to random playlist on my Spotify, and I shuffle played the playlist, and I then walked downstairs, to see if dinner is ready yet, and turns out it is ready, and that makes me happy, because I haven’t ate anything since breakfast, and I’m starving.

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NEXT DAY:

I woke up to my 5:00 A.M. alarm, that I forgot to turn off, and I groaned wanting to go back to sleep, but then I remember I need to get my daily run in, but I’m not gonna do that today, but I also I remembered that I need to get up and leave to Los Angeles, even though it’s only a 5 hours away... by car, but dad decided I was gonna be taking a plane, and he knows that I hate flying. Mom thought it was a good idea, since it’s only a hour flight, and besides she doesn’t want to see dad. I get out of my bed, and I went to take a quick 30 minute shower, and I get into my outfit for the day, which was my running outfit, which also took me about an extra 15-20 minutes because I had to blowdry my hair, and I put my hair in a ponytail, and I grabbed my hat from the rack, and I went over to the side of my bed, and I grab my suitcase, which was kinda heavy, but it’s not really bothering me, and I walk downstairs to see my mom just standing there waiting for me

“Come on, hurry up, let’s go.” She told me and I groaned

“Why can’t you just drive me there, I hate flying.” I ask her and she sighed

“I don’t want to see your dad, and besides it’s an hour flight.” She told me and I sigh and nodded, and we walked outside to her car, and I put my suitcase in the backseat, and I got into the passenger side of the car, and I put on a random playlist on my Spotify, and I just drown out the sound of my mom talking.

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1 HOUR LATER:

I’m finally in Los Angeles, and oh my god, mom was right, it’s pretty freaking hot here! It says it’s only like 75, but the freaking humidity is making it really freaking hot! I use the handle on my rolling suitcase, to look for my dad, and I was lucky to find him quick, and I saw how wide he was smiling, and that made me feel sick to my stomach... I mean it’s not like I hate my dad, fully, it’s just he left me and my mom, when she need him the most, and I just hate him for that. To me, love is messed up, and that it doesn’t work, because once you get attached to someone they leave you... that’s why I stopped dating people, or trying to get close to people.

“So how was the flight?” He asked me and I sigh

“It was uh it was good.” I say to him, and I can feel the awkward tension in the air, and I hate every bit of it. “So, how’s your life been dad?” I ask

“Good. Jae, is kinda a handful and his mom knows it.” He told me, Jae? Who’s Jae? Probably, my stepbrother.

“So, it’s just you, Adriana, and Jae?” I ask him and he nods

“Yep.” He says, and then he drove the rest the way in silence, which I kinda hated, but it’s okay since I have my phone, and music playing.

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We finally made it to the house, and oh my god, it’s freaking huge! Not bigger than my house actually, but it’s so spacious, since San Francisco houses are so close together.

“Whoa.” I mutter to myself, but loud enough for dad to hear

“What, you never seen houses like this, before?” He asked and I looked over at me and I shook my head

“No not really.” I say to him, and he sighs

“That’s right, your mom hasn’t taken you anywhere.” He says and I nod and I grab my suitcase, and I follow up to the house, and up the steps, and we were greeted by Adriana, I only know of Adriana because of pictures and videos dad has sent me, and I actually don’t know how he got my number, probably mom gave it to him.

“Hey, Wendy.” She says and I smile and wave, not really wanting to talk, right now, because all I want to do is sleep. It’s like 1:00 P.M. I was supposed to be here by like 9:00 or 10:00, but my flight got delayed at least 2-3 hours, and it was just awful. “Now, I know you’re very tired, probably, so you can just go upstairs, and unpack, and relax.” She says like she read my mind and I nod and I went to walk upstairs but I heard her voice again “It’s the door with the art on it. And watch out for Jae.” She says and I gave her a thumbs up, and I walked down the long hallway, until I found the door with the pretty art on it ‘This has to be the room.’ I thought, and I open the door, and I saw a bunch of art on the walls, and it all looked so pretty ‘I wonder whose room this was.’ I thought, and I look over to see that the bed was made for me, and I smile, and I then got my suitcase open, and I went over to the drawers and I start to unpack and put the clothes away, until I heard this voice, that didn’t belong to dad or Adriana

“Who the hell are you, and what the hell are you doing?” I hear the boy ask me, and I turn to look at him, he had blonde hair, with these round circular glasses, and he kinda looks like chicken little, but he was kinda cute though

“Umm I’m Wendy Alecs, and I’m unpacking. Who are you?” I told him and he sighed annoyed, not really wanting to talk, but since he asked the question first, and now he knows my name, I have to know his name now.

“Jae.” He simply said, wait this is Jae?!

“So, you’re my step brother?” I ask and he looked confused

“Step brother? Wait, you’re my step sister? You’re Austin’s daughter?” He asked and I nodded “Why out of all the rooms, in this house, why did it have to be this one?” He said to himself, quietly, but still loud enough for me to hear

“What the hell is wrong with me, living in this room? Huh?” I ask him, and he looked down at the ground

“Nothing.” He says, and walked away from the door, and I scoff ‘What an asshole.’ I thought, so that’s what Adriana mean by “watch out for Jae”, because he is kinda an asshole.

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1 ½ HOURS LATER:

I finally finished unpacking everything, which took forever, but I really didn’t mind it. I decided it was time for me to go on my run, that I really didn’t want to do at this moment, but I have to, if I wanted to get to this certain weight. I walk downstairs, and I see Adrian and dad talking with each other, and they look over at me

“Okay, uh, I’m gonna go out for a run, I’ll be back in a hour.” I say and Adriana looked very worried

“Do, you think that you’ll be able to remember the address?” She asked and I nodded

“I’ve already got it memorized.” I say and she nods, and I then walked away from them, and I walk over to the front door, and I open it, and I walk out, and I started my run, after I put a random song on.

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2 HOURS LATER:

It was about dinner time, and I look down from the top of the stairs to the kitchen, and I see Jae and Adriana arguing ‘Wonder what they are arguing about.’ I thought

“Why the hell does she have to live in that room?!” He yelled

“Because, she has no where else to sleep, Jae!” Adriana yelled right back, and I sigh ‘Why does everybody have to hate me?’ I thought

“Yeah, but you know I don’t like anyone living in that room.” He told her

“Oh my god, Jae! I know you’re still upset about Jaeyoon, I am too, but you’re gonna have to get over it! It’s been three years! Wendy, is gonna be living in that room whether you like it or not!” She yelled, and then he groaned, and he looked up about to see me, but I moved out of the way before he saw me, but luck didn’t go well for me

“Wendy?” Adriana called and I sighed and I walked downstairs, to see a pissed off looking Jae, “I’m sorry, for that yelling, I know your day is probably going bad, but I promise that I’ll make your stay, this summer memorable.” She told me

“Wait, she’s staying here the whole summer?!” Jae exclaimed and Adriana rolled her eyes, and nodded

“Yes, Jae.” She told him “Now, dinner is almost ready, would you want to help me set the table with Jae, while I go get your dad?” She asked and I look over at Jae and he just glared at me and I sigh and look down at my feet, and my eyes stopped at my tree tattoo, on my right leg, which went all the way down to my foot

“I’ll do it myself, if Jae doesn’t want to.” I say but Adriana looked unconvinced

“No, you’re our guest, you shouldn’t have to do it by yourself.” She says to me and she turned over to Jae, “Jae, help her.” She told him and he groaned and he nodded

“Follow me.” He says and I nod, and I follow him, and he grabs a bunch of plates and he sets them down

“Who’s Jaeyoon?” I ask, like the idiot, I am, and he looked over at me, with this glare... that I can’t describe

“Don’t you ever speak of her.” He told me and I nod slightly, being kinda terrified that he was gonna kill me any second.

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1 HOUR LATER:

After that awkward dinner was over, which was basically just Jae and Dad arguing, with each other. I decided that I was gonna go to bed, in these clothes, I don’t really care at this moment. As I was walking to my room, I heard strumming of a guitar, and I turn my head to see Jae playing an acoustic guitar, and he looked over at me and stopped ‘Oh boy.’ I thought, and he put the guitar next to him, and he got up, and shut the door, so I couldn’t see anything else ‘What a dick.’ I thought and I went to my room, and I went over to the bed, and I sat down on it, and I fell right asleep, without even getting under the covers, or charging my phone, which I’m probably gonna regret tomorrow.

A/N

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