Mine to take

Kade

I take a long pull of my coffee before putting it back into the cup holder. The warm liquid helps fight off some of the bitter winter chill. I wish she was here with me.

I know I told her I would give her time but how much longer do she fucking need. it’s been nearly a year know since she told me that she need a break from the mafia life style and also the thing the come along with it including me.

I might no be as far as she thinks I am. but she doesn’t need to know that. To her I’m back in Russia but that is far from the truth. I am actually living across the street in apartment faceting our home.

It’s a shitty little thing but it does the job and the job is keeping watch over her and making sure she is safe.

I know I could of got some off my men to lookout for her but I don’t want them staring more then they need to at her.

I can’t even go a day without at least a glimpse of her beautiful face. I love her so much it almost suffocating.

When she was kidnapped by them bastards. They did stuff to her that no woman should go through.

I don’t know how she cope with it .

She is much stronger then everyone thought she would be.

I thought after I saved her she was going to be a mess. But the the following week she was up and out doing the things she did before they took her.

I know beep Down she is suffering but she keeps a brave face on .

I knew I should of never of left her.

I should of took her with me. I blame myself for everything that happened to her.

I shouldn’t of never brought her into my cruel and fuck up life. But I am a selfish bastard. maybe that’s why I am the mafia boss Because I do shit that is cruel and inhumane .

But to her I’m none of them things I’m the man the would do anything for her .would be anything for her. Would kill for her and that all she will ever no.

know it time to take back my soon to be wife and show her that nothing will ever hurt her again .

I’m coming for you baby like it or not it’s been long enough .