Chapter 1
Imagine
Imagine your self
Alone in your head
You're hanging,dangling
From a silver thread
Empty,alone
With the monsters within
Internally screaming
You just want to give now imagine that's you
Everyday, every hour
Forever sinking
Like a wilting flower
You try to tell your dad
You try and tell your mom
But they say you're just being silly
You've just got to move on
Because teens don't know sorrow
Nor the hardships of life
They're just kids with imaginations
Just looking for attention, right?
You think that there's none
Who know how you feel
You're just so alone
But the feelings-they're real
Useless
Neglected
Forgotten
Distressed
Alone
Afraid
But mostly
Depressed
And you're friends
They go on
Like nothing has changed
"They must not care"
Your thoughts whisper
The lies in your brain
You can't escape
Trapped in your own skin
You're ugly
You're hated
But you mask it with a grin
You hate what you feel
So instead you feel nothing
Your insides go numb
Your confidence crumbling
You look to other things
To stop the pain
Cutting,pills
But it gives you no gain
And the people around you
Shout abuse your way
"You're hurting yourself, stop it!"
That's all they ever say
No matter how you plead
That you're broken inside
They turn the other way
They run, they hide
They say you're just foolish
It's all in your head
What they don't know, is inside
You're already dead.
