Chapter 1
I can still remember the feeling of your finger tips glazing against my thigh. We were so lost yet so far from each other. Everything about you was so perfect; even your flaws. I found them to be the best part about you. When we would sit and talk about the future, not even knowing that there was a possibility of us still being together. Despite this, we still held the hope of it happening, dear to our hearts.
I can still feel your warm breath tickling my cheek. It still feels the same. Your smile, your laugh. I still long for the heart warming laughter that would always find a way to leave your mouth. It was a happy sound to my ears. However, that stopped. It stopped so suddenly.
You always knew what made me smile. I was practically crazy in love with you. I still am. And it hurts. Not being able to be with you. Not being able to be in your arms. Not being able to feel you hold my hand. Once again, I feel tears trickle down my cheeks, each one heavier than the other. Remembering the way you wiped away every tear.
I can still feel your lips lingering where it once was. You hands running down the sides of my body, my hands pulling your hair ever so slightly. I wanted you in that moment. Only you. And that was something I couldn't have. NOT AGAIN. NOT EVER.
