Prologue
I can feel the blood rushing to my head. I hear the white noise in my ears as I try to understand what Officer Williams is telling me. Laine and John are dead. I will never be able to kiss him again or read books to her again. I felt like I was gonna die. Then before I realized it, the tears. Huge tears dropped onto my blue pants. I could feel the wetness of them against my hands. I was surprised I could feel it, because I felt numb. I couldn’t feel anything. Officer Williams hovered over me with his arm over my shoulders. I didn’t know what to do. Then I realized the reality. It was my fault they died.
