Prologue
In my hazy memory, I can still hear my father’s soft, gentle voice reading me bedtime stories. The way his words carried warmth, the calm in his tone when he tried to talk me out of my childish mischief — they were the language of love itself. I remember being happy, wild, and sweet — a child who believed the world was kind. But those memories, along with that version of me, were buried deep within the layers of my mind — locked away with innocence and laughter.
My perfect little world shattered the night I saw my father shot in the head — right in front of me.
That moment replayed endlessly in my nightmares, but the horror didn’t end there. It stretched into a long, merciless chain of agony.
They kidnapped me. Their intent was monstrous — unspeakable — until my estranged brother came like a storm. He killed them all. Every single one. Even his own father. The walls shook with his fury, the air thick with the metallic stench of blood and vengeance. I stood frozen, too young to understand, too broken to scream.
“I can’t bring you with me, Brie,” he said, voice trembling between guilt and resolve. “I’ll start from scratch, far away from all of this. I’ll work hard, in the open world. And I’ll make sure our past never haunts you again.”
That was the day my solitude began.
He arranged everything — the nanny, her family, the hidden guards watching over me from a distance. Cara and her parents became my small patch of light in an otherwise gray existence. They were good people — warm, simple, and pure.
When I turned eighteen, I sold everything that tied me to the past and moved to a cabin deep in the forest. The quiet felt heavy at first — every creak of the floorboards echoed memories I was trying to bury. Cara stayed with me, though her parents settled in a nearby village. Sometimes, I’d catch sight of the men my brother hired, blending into the shadows. Their presence was both comfort and curse — a reminder that I was safe but never free.
Cooking became my refuge. The sizzle of oil, the scent of herbs — they grounded me. I learned the old ways, from scratch, and found beauty in the simplicity of creating something good with my own hands.
Then came the letter — an acceptance to a prestigious culinary school in France. I never applied, but I didn’t need to ask who did. Zach had always been watching, always arranging my life like a chessboard.
Cara was the one who convinced me to go. “See the world, Brie. If it’s not for you, come home,” she said. And I did. I had been homeschooled all my life — tutors handpicked by my brother — but I was diligent, eager to learn. Maybe I wanted to prove that I could build something real, beyond tragedy and protection.
When I looked at Cara, I didn’t just see my nanny — I saw a woman haunted by love and loss. She had loved my father deeply, though he had never returned it.
“Why don’t you hate me?” I once asked her.
She smiled faintly, eyes glassy with old grief. “When your father brought you into our home, I thought I could use you to win his heart,” she confessed softly. “But then I loved you — truly. His love stopped mattering. Once, I almost made him waver because of how much I loved you, but I realized his love for your mother was like the air he breathed. I could never take that from him. So I stopped dreaming, Brie. I just wanted you to be happy. I miss your laughter, your fearless smile.”
Her words shattered something in me — and healed something, too. I hugged her tightly, crying into her shoulder. I didn’t want her to die carrying that sadness.
Before I left, I transferred the property to her name. She deserved peace, a life untangled from mine. Along with the titles, I sent her my father’s old jewelry and a letter that said everything I never could.
Zach had chosen the most prestigious school for me. Everything — as always — was perfectly arranged.
“You will stay in the penthouse, Ms. Brianna. Mr. Camwell instructed us to provide anything you require. You may also use all hotel facilities,” the manager informed me politely before leaving me with my assigned butler.
For a moment, I felt like I had stepped into a fairy tale again — everything polished, easy, within reach. But comfort can be suffocating when you’ve known pain. The silence of luxury echoed louder than the noise of my past.
Still, I found warmth in the staff — the ones who smiled genuinely, who treated me like a person rather than a guest. I often cooked for them, and the hotel chef, a sharp-tongued perfectionist, took it upon himself to critique everything — my flavors, my technique, even the way I held a knife. But beneath his gruffness, I found something precious: mentorship.
And for the first time in years, I felt alive — not as a protected child or a haunted soul, but as Brianna — a woman trying to reclaim the pieces of herself she once buried with her father’s blood.
Zach came to my graduation ceremony, standing tall among the crowd, his eyes glistening with pride. For a brief moment, I felt like that little girl again — the one who used to look up to her big brother as if he could fix everything broken in the world.
After the ceremony, he tried to convince me to move to Los Angeles and work with him. His words were kind, persuasive — laced with hope — but my heart wasn’t ready. I needed to be alone, to understand who I truly was outside of his shadow. I was still afraid of being too close to the world he came from… and to him.
So, I stayed. I worked at the hotel for months, quietly carving out a life that finally felt like mine. I befriended the guests — travelers from all over the world, their laughter and stories filling the empty spaces inside me. They spoke of cities where time moved slower, of languages that sounded like music, of mountain villages where peace lived in the air. Their stories stirred something in me — a longing to see the world not as a place of pain, but of promise.
When I finally showed up unannounced at Zach’s house, I expected the same cold orderliness he always carried around him. But what I found instead was… warmth. He was happy — a kind of happy I had never seen on him before.
Then I met her — his wife. Simone. Beautiful, poised, and unreadable. The kind of woman whose presence fills a room even when she says nothing. I was stunned to learn that he had married so suddenly. I never imagined Zach — always composed, always cautious — would surrender to something as unpredictable as love.
But as days passed, I realized that his joy came with cracks. There was distance in Simone’s gaze, tension in her smile. I could feel it — I had disrupted something between them just by existing. My presence, unintentional as it was, had stirred old ghosts.
Zach tried to keep things light — dinners, laughter, stories — but beneath it all was worry. I could see it in his eyes every time Simone walked away too quietly.
When Simone discovered who I truly was — his sister, not some mysterious woman from his past — the air between us shifted. Relief mingled with regret. She learned the truth about my childhood, about the trauma I carried, and about the horrors Zach had shielded me from all these years.
Her eyes softened. The walls came down.
Our mother had carried the dupe blood — a curse, a secret that had tainted everything we were. But in revealing it, somehow we were freed. The world — cruel and curious — accepted us easily enough once money and influence smoothed the path. That’s how the world works: people don’t look too closely. They see only what’s polished, what’s convenient. But what truly mattered was that Zach and Simone — my family — saw me for who I was, not what I’d been.
Simone became my compass. She took my trembling hands and taught me to dance, to defend myself, to breathe again. She showed me how to live, not merely survive.
Under her guidance, I learned to travel light — not just through countries, but through memories. Zach hesitated to let me go without his men shadowing every step, but Simone whispered to him, “She’ll never heal if you keep her caged.”
And so I went — into a world vast and untamed. I wandered through markets and meadows, across cities and seas. I learned to laugh without fear and cry without shame. With every journey, I pieced together fragments of the girl I once was, stitching them into the woman I was becoming.
When I finally returned home, the people I loved were waiting. They wanted to hear my stories, and for once, I had stories worth telling — ones not steeped in blood, but in wonder.
I visited Cara first. The sight of her glowing with life — her hands resting on her swollen belly — nearly brought me to tears. She hugged me tightly, her warmth still the same as the day she first held a trembling little girl.
“Thank you for the land,” she whispered, smiling through tears. “I met Cedric at school. He’s good to me. We’re happy.”
For the first time, I saw her not as my caretaker but as a woman who had found her own joy, her own freedom. I was so proud of her — the woman who once carried my pain now carried life.
I stayed with her for a few precious days, basking in the peace that surrounded her home, before setting off once again — this time for Scandinavia. The thought of snow-capped mountains, glassy lakes, and long nights under the aurora filled me with a childlike excitement.
For the first time in years, my heart was light. I wasn’t running from the past anymore — I was walking toward my future.












nice!
mild scenes but her thoughts were heavy
u wrote the entire story in the description