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Breathe

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Summary

I wanted to start writing this because I feel like none of you actually understood me.. You just judged me. You were right to but... We're family right? Did you even love me in the first place? You were so quick to toss me aside... I don't understand Why? Whatever The chances of you seeing this are little to none So.. I'll write to my heart's content Express my real feelings Because Fuck you For not valuing me Even though I may have something wrong with me You threw me away So for that Fuck all of you Except Liz Liz I understand what you did So I don't hate you... Anyway To the story I guess I hope that you won't judge me Like they did I hope you understand You of all people Should be able to understand me

Status
Complete
Chapters
11
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+

Pro.


You ever have something you crave?


Something...


You can't live without?


Something that consumes


Every one of your thoughts


...


I do.


I can't think without it


It consumes my thoughts


Until...


I can't function


I can't think


Eat


Sleep


Work


Nothing


It hurts sometimes


Not a physical pain


Not something that...


I can get rid of


I need it


I crave it


It drowns me until


I do anything to get it


...I'm an addict


I searched


and Searched


and searched


but...


I didn't have to anymore


After I met him


He fed my addiction


I could feel again


All I needed was him


Until...


He changed


Left me


For my sister


Said 'This isn't healthy'


...


I knew I should have


Stopped his therapy


When I had the chance


He said he won't 'enable' me anymore


And then I was drowning again


This time...


I couldn't stop it


I begged


I begged


I begged


He didn't


Want me anymore


So


I turned to the ropes..


They helped..


For a while...


Then I was


Drowning...


Again


....


help


me


please


i


can't


breathe


... Ironic


That's what I had wanted


Wasn't it?


Drowning


drowning


d r o w n i n g


Can't find my way up


Oh....

Its almost time

To go

Bye.
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