This is a short story
You are driving with your bmw The roof is up and you can feel the winds of spring The ma-baker song is playing in your car system, it reminds you of simple times
You didn’t see that times, but your father always keep telling you about that good old times in iran
Before this governments
Cars slowing down, so you push the brakes, a traffic light is from of you and it’s red, u light a Marlboro and watching the pedestrians
OMG
Look at this girl, she is gorgeous
O my god
Is she an angel?
Look at her body, olala
U are watching her and suddenly your looks crashing each other
She smiled at you
U must go after here
Please god make this light green
I can’t see her, she is to far
O god please
Cars starting to move
U are driving like a maniac
Until.......
Aha there she is
Pulling over the car near the sidewalk and honk
The angel look at you
Hey babe, can i give you a ride
She said : for how much?
How much? I’m not gonna take your money
She said: no silly, how much u are up to pay me?
Aha, now i get that
She is not an angel that i thought
She is naughty, even better
How much u want?
She said: 500,000 toman(about 22 dollars)
It’s fair babe, hump in
She is in car, while you are changing the music, you peek at her butt
She said : so, I’m i hurry, where is your place?
About 30 minutes way
She said : noooooo, too late, go somewhere closer
Like where? Is this alley works?
She said : yes, go for it
Whatttttt? Are u serious? I was kidding
She said : I wasn’t
You are stopping the car front of alley.
But there are people here, they could see us
She said : I’m busy, want or not?
Yes, ofc i want, in this moment i want nothing more than you
She said : so drive to alley
With excitement and fear you direct the car in that amazing alley
There’s a unfinished building that interest you
Is there ok?
She said : yeah, whatever, come on
You are walking right behind she and with any step imagining her naked body
From neck to toe
But mostly the middle parts
Your blood pressure is raising and your desire is indescribable
Behind a wall, you can’t control yourself, adrenaline is pumping in your body
Taking her hand and pushing her to the wall
Passion leads you now
Your mind have nothing to do
You reach your hand to grab her, like you never wanted anything more than this
Your hand is on the way to feel her breasts
Only one inch
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Daddy, i must poop
Daddy come on
I must poop
The bells are ringing in your mind
What the hell is going on?
Who is he?
I’m gonna do something extraordinary
Let me go
Dadddddddy
Dadddddddy
You open one of your eyes
Everywhere is dark, but you feel a little hand is shaking you
What baby? What?
Daddy wake up i must go to the toilet
Ok, go, I’ll come and wash you
U gets out of bed and go to the living room
It’s 4:50
So you are gonna start do your things
First washing your 3 years old son
Then making tea, making breakfast for yourself, taking a shower.
About the shower :
This freaking shower give u water whenever he want, much ever he want
Sometimes in drops, sometimes like fire hose
He can think, he wants to making you crazy
He do such things on purpose
You are getting out of bathroom and looking at house
About the house :
It’s a 40 years old house, with 50 meters space, tacky walls, not other options
You must go to your job
There is only 2 jeans and 3 shirts that u can choose, no more
Putting on your clothes and while everybody in home are sleeping, you are getting out of house in darkness
The sun doesn’t comes up yet
You are still a little bit horny from that dream, but what can you do?
From your house to subway there’s a long way
So you must walk
A lottttttt
Ofc it’s good for your health
So much good as your feet cursing you
Now you are in subway station and you must getting on
There are somethings about subway in tehran that you should know
Did any of you saw that clip about Mumbai train? That people getting on each others and numbers of people is 10 times more than trains capacity?
It’s like that
Distance between your face and the guy next to you is about 3 or 4 inches
Like u guys wanna kiss each other
But not in a good way
Because this guy had onion with her breakfast, and his mouth....... Ogh
The other guy doesn’t eat breakfast at all and interesting, he didn’t brush his teeth
The corona virus is not meaning here
Most peoples ware a mask but not on nose and mouth, no sir
On their chins
Because corona wants to enter their body from their chin
Nose? Mouth? Nah, I pass
I want to enter from there hairy chin.
After 3 lines changing and one and half hour you reach yor job
What is your job are you asking?
You work in a foundry
The workshop making some industrial parts for factories
You must work on melting pan.
When the patil is unloading melted iron, some moltens doesn’t want to go
So you must guide they with a shovel
Ofc the temperature is so high and you feel it with your flesh and bones.
After 10 hours doing your job and minimum of wage now you are free to go.
Ofc you are not gonna go home and rest, no, you must go and visit your parents
The subway again
You are arriving to your parents house
There are somethings that you should know
Your father is wounded in action
In iraq war against iran
He left one foot, one eye, and he have lots of shreds in his body
Also because of blast waves he is suffering from mental illness
He is in bed most of times and use lots of medicines
Don’t pay attention to medias
They say government takes care of these people, but no it isn’t
My father was not a army man, he is not a religious person, back to the war time he just left his city and goes to war because of our country, not government, not anything else.
So
My mother
She is 67 years old just like my father
She have knee arthritis
She can’t walk so much and they have a 12 years old iranian car
What is the difference between Iranian car and a toyota?
Who knows the answer?
You sir, back there, do you know?
Ok i tell you
Actually never mind
It’s waste of time to talk about this.
Just know, from day one that you bought the car it feels you are sitting in 40 years old Toyota
Ofc, i even don’t have this
You are going inside and visiting your parents
As usual father is in bed
Mother is watching tv
House is so heart-rending
You wish, i hope i have the power to do something for my parents
I wish i was rich, then i could change their furniture, their carpet, their old time tv, i could hire a nurse for my parents, buy a better house for they in a better neighborhood, and......
Get out of your dreams man
You are talking to your father about his health and news and family
But in your mind you are crying
Because nobody likes to see his dad in this situation.
Sometimes life isn’t fair
This is one of those moments
Your eyes are smiling but your heart is crushing and crying.
He finds out
He is your dad, he can feel your motions
He tells a jok
3 guys keep bragging about their grandfathers
First one says: my grandfather was so tall that he could reached his hands on a walnuts tree
Second one says: heh, it’s nothing
My grandfather was so tall that his head reach the clouds
Third one said: your grandfathers head reach the clouds and feel softness of those?
Second one: says yes, yes ofc
Then third one said: dude, that was not a cloud, that was my grandfathers testicles.
My father tell this joke
It’s old but he is an old man that wants his son smiles
I laugh so hard.
Enough about my parents
You say goodbye and now you must go shopping for your home
Because of financial issues in this country people are angry in marketplaces
A bad word or a bad look can start world war 3 here
Two people getting fight, with no reason the others join in
So you must be careful
The prices
You can’t believe this prices
Your paycheck is on rial
Your expenses is on dollar
So your hands is tight
You must buy only necessary things
The things that just keeps you alive
Not anything else
You gave your 2 weeks payment for these :
A milk, 2 butters, 2 jams , 2 cheeses , 10 breads, 2 chickens, some tomatoes, some potatoes, some eggplants, some rice, some apples, some junk food for your kid and what???
You are expecting more?
No sir
That’s it
And you didn’t buy meat because it’s too expensive and you must save money for your rent.
Your house rent money that you didn’t pay for 2 months.
Why with 2 weeks payment you could buy only these?
I tell you the reason
You know, in this country, in our cities and streets there is no terrorist
You never hear some guy says Allah akbar and blow up things
No here terrorists acts some way else.
The real terrorists are factory owners, the food manufacturers, the importers, the big dealers
But these kind of people doesn’t blow bombs, they just set prices
With a bomb you die one time
But with these conditions you die every day and every minute
You die when u can’t buy a bicycle for your son
You die when u can’t buy a nice gift for your wife
You die when u can’t do simple things to your family
To they who you love.
Anyway you must go home now because it’s 10:30 at night
With these things in your hands without any car you must walk a long way home so you have time to drown in your thoughts
Your mind just goes to dark places
Think about bad events.
Oh god no
I forgot
My son asked me for a toy
Now?
Now its time for this?
You have a few money so you can’t goes to toy store, so must pick a cheap and ugly toy in supermarket and goes home.
Dadddddddy hi
Where is my toy?
In this pocket baby
He grab it and full of joy running around the house and playing with that damn toy
You can relax now, because he didn’t asked about bicycle again
This is your favorite time in day
You are talking to your beautiful wife,
Playing with your awesome kid.
Do you Remember that tacky house with old walls and doors?
Now it’s brighten than ever.
But just for minutes
Because you know that in next moments your wife gonna talk to you about his sister’s wedding next month
And the dress that she want
The son’s new clothes that he need
The wedding gift
And you know you can’t never afford these
You are remembering that old times in college, that you study hard for a good life
You are remembering the promises that u gave to your wife before your wedding
You must prepare yourself for a argue with she and going to bed alone.
When you felt in sleep, someone push the restart button of your life and tomorrow you must twist this circle again and again and again.
I know there are lots of people in the world that have problems and issues
But nobody can feel your pain
Depend of situations your pains is not big for me
And my pains is nothing to someone else
Be grateful that you are you
Not anyone else
And most important be grateful that you doesn’t borned here
In this country
With this government
Be grateful
I wanted to wrote a short story so i ignored lots of events.
I didn’t want, you feel my issues like me.
Because it’s not pleasant for anybody
Because of that i didn’t describe details.
Just showing you a perspective.
But if you want to feel the pressures like me, let me know.
I didn’t tell about human rights here.
I didn’t tell about our government.
I didn’t tell about religion here.
I didn’t tell about politics here.
Thank you for walking with me in a typical day of my life.
Sorry because of my English.
Love all you people around the world.
SJ.CRAZZY
