I am walking back and forth with both frustration and nervousness. But still I have hope that I will not disappointed this time. This time I hope God will help me or there is someone inside the agency who will act as God for me. This time I hope my dream will come true. Oh god.....
No Maya take breath slowly. Breath in and breath out, breath in breath out, breath in breath out. I am literally saying this but not breathing properly.
Calm down Maya calm down and be positive. I am making myself calm to face next event.
Then I heard the sound of the door opening. I saw the door opened by the person. By his dresscode I can say that he is a worker. Then he went inside and come outside with the sweeper in his hand. He start to sweep the corridor .After sweeping he cleaned the chairs with the wet cloth. I just observing him from where I am standing.
Then he looked at me and said "madam it's 9am the officials will come at 10.30am so you can sit here" He told me pointing at chair. I move my head up And down And said "thank you" To him. I thought at least I met good person to begin day with.
I felt little bit happy with the thought of meeting good people with kind heart and broad mind.
I went to corridor and sit on one of the table. The I heard the my phone is ringing. I look at the caller id . This person really know when I want encouragement and inspiration in my life. He really know how to and when to support me practically.
I received my call" Hello bro watsup, you are calling me at morning " I said to him.
" I just wanted to talk with my lovely sister, is there anything wrong to call my sister" He asked me
" No nothing wrong with that. Before you going to ask me bro, I want to say I am really fine. I will accept whatever it is but I will never accept defeat. I will try once again" I said in single breath without giving opportunity to talk.
"Ok I know you are not going to accept defeat. I called you because I am just worried" He said with motherly tone towards me.
I will call you after this meeting. Ok bye" I said
" Ok bye take care and don't take to much on your heart" He said
"I will bro bye " I said and disconnected the call.
Then I saw one of the official entered the room after some time the official called me
Inside the office with the help of his PA. I stand up and heard my heart is beating so loudly. I took long breath and went inside with confidence and polite smile.
When I entered the room I greet that official politely. He signed me to sit on the chair in front of him. I take my seat and thanked him.
Then he looked at me and asked me " You are the one who applied for adoption of twins"