Chapter 1
Some days I feel like I can’t survive.
I feel like part of my soul died.
Decomposing in the midst of wrath.
I can’t define my own self-worth.
A light in the darkness is my only hope. A bitter way to restart life.
Alone in the balance.
I hear songs, music, and replay lyrics in my head. “I’m singing a song for you” is on repeat.
A mixed up playlist, I hear, Faith No More, Mr. Bungle, and some classic Heavy D and the Boyz... “Is it good to you” plays as loud as possible. Driving in the madness of today, tomorrow, next week. A lonely day of sorrow.
