CYSM

karl’s gaze started to slowly drift off of his screens. blue eyes focused on a wall in front of him rather than the game being played with his friends. he could hear them laughing and teasing each other but decided to mute the bothering sounds in his brain. he took a deep breath, letting the oxygen in and out of his lungs as he softly sinked his body into the comfortable chair. displayed lights illuminated over his face and one of his hands stucked in his brown locks of hair. his mind was spinning at this point, followed by his very fast heart beat. the body of his felt on fire and the piercing knot in his stomach was growing bigger every second. it felt so dumb to karl but what else could he do, finding himself so stunned and hopeless just because his little crush complimented him few minutes ago. was is even a compliment? was it honest, maybe just some innocent flirting? oh, how dumb he felt that moment

“you okay, karl?” quickly caught him off guard as he adjusted his headset, eyes now focused on the game.

“yeah, sorry. i was texting someone” the boy brushed it off, trying to drown his mind on being present in quackity’s stream.

“sure dude. anyway, sapnap and i thought we could build church of prime over here-” mexican boy bragged, leading karl’s character towards mentioned spot.

the next 30 minutes passed on planning and starting to build the cathedral. it was presenting really nice in their thoughts; using quartz or concrete for walls and white stained glass for windows, they should be able to create a really nice building (unlike the mushroom abomination sapnap tried to make in their previous stream). despite that, karl’s thoughts were flying over something entirely different.

after saying goodbyes to chat, the stream was over and karl suspiciously fast also said his goodbyes to his two friends. rolling his chair away from the desk, the brunett plopped on his bed and breathed heavily. he wrapped his arms around one of the pillows and squished it to his chest, trying to seek comfort. he was drowning in the darkness of the room, only pc screens lighting up the surroundings.

karl once agin felt on fire. his entire body in flames as he pressed it more and more into his fluffy pillow and mattress. his senses were odd but also bathing in pleasure. he couldn’t stop himself from thinking of sapnap. oh, sapnap. the things he could do right now to only run his fingers on anywhere of the other’s body, to let the other boy feel some of the burning of his skin. karl wasn’t honestly sure how or when the heating feelings started to grow deep in him. it was only a while ago when some of them would cross his mind sometimes, as he fantasized about the texan. but unfortunately, only to get to a point of his brain spasming over stupid words said by the mentioned boy.

he really wished he could control himself more as he began to lazily hump the pillow now inbetween his things, squishing it harshly. only a small wave of guilt rushed his head of how animalistic his antics were, but rapidly faded off when slight waves of pleasure started to please him. it wasn’t like it was the first time doing this after all. his imagination ran wild whilst creating lustful images of nick he craved so much. yearning the younger boy would be right now and there with him, smoothing his aching for contact body, kissing and biting into his hot skin. he would be all marked and claimed by the man of his desires as he would do the same to him. inhaling his scent he would bury his face in his neck, arms or chest, licking everything he would reach. his hands would cover every part that was too far, digging his digets gently. after enough of making out, they’d crash into eachother only to hold tight and let their hands wander towards lower parts. sap’s big and strong hand would perfectly wrap on of karl’s pretty tights, stroking and teasing him nicely. trailing it higher and higher with every movement, karl wouldn’t stop himself from quietly whimpering into his lover’s neck. after feeling like forever, his hand would be placed on his throbbing for attention dick, dragging his fingers over it playfully, only to be taken over by more steady strokes.

suddenly karl noticed how wet and pulsing his cock was. stopping his thoughts for a while, only to acknowledge how desperately horny he was. he wondered if sapnap would be aroused of how absurdly he makes karl hot and unstable. the boy shivered at the thought as he decided to stop fucking his cushion and start properly thrusting his dick into his shaky palm. his mind once again drafted to his fantasies, where sapnap would be the one to jerk him off. his quivering penis would be captured in hot, electric movements, sending streams of warmth to his stomach. during these touches, the young boy’s other hand would be trailing over his heavily breathing chest, stopping to play with his hardened nipples, producing more ecstasic sensations in his insides. karl moaned lewdly, whispering nick’s name and drooling on the sheets. his hand speeding up, as he already felt like cuming all over his bed. he imagined his beloved boy growling and breathing sharply at the sight next to him, starting to jerk both of their dicks together. their

precum would mix, making his hand actions easier. they’d kiss passionately, their tongues brushing against each other, practically eating one another’s mouths.

karl moaned one last time before covering his hand in warm seed, panting and milking himself through orgasm. he relaxed his body, the hot feeling inside him slightly smaller. a wave of tiredness covered him fighting with lots of emotions rushing over his mind. he had no doubt of wanting sapnap all to himself, loving him, adoring and sharing moments like just from a moment ago. but how scared he was of rejection, ruining their friendship by his very, very dumb feelings. the sleepy boy covered his overwhelmed body in sheets and drifted to sleep, hoping his computer screens would turn black by themselves eventually.