Chapter 1
Kai's POV
I walked for nine days from my family's farm to the city, and by the time the palace walls rose out of the haze, my legs shook with every step. I carried one bag with two changes of clothes, and the letter folded small inside my pocket. I touched it so often on the road that the creases had gone soft.
At the side gate, the guards barely glanced at me before one of them held out his hand.
"Name?"
"Kai." I gave him the letter, and he read it with his lips pressed flat before jerking his chin toward the long row of buildings behind the palace. The smell reached me before I reached the stables: hay, warm hide, and dung. It was the smell of home, and my shoulders loosened for the first time in days.
An old man with a bent back stepped out of the main door, wiping his hands on a rag. He read my letter slowly, then looked me over from boots to hair.
"I'm Tomas, the stable master. Can you work?"
"Yes, sir."
"Then start now."
He showed me a narrow room at the end of the row, with a bed, a wooden chest, and a single window facing the palace. I dropped my bag on the blanket and followed him back out, where he pushed a pitchfork into my hands and pointed at the first stall.
"Every floor clean, fresh straw down. Don't stop until it's done."
I rolled up my sleeves and began. The horses watched me from the dark of their stalls, and a grey mare stamped and tossed her head when I came near. I hummed the same low tune I used on our farm animals, and she settled by the third verse. By midmorning my shirt clung to my back and my arms burned from every load of soiled straw, but I did not slow. My mother was counting on the coins I would send home.
Tomas inspected the first row, ran a thumb along the floor, and gave one short nod. "Water them next, then brush the ones going out today."
I hauled bucket after bucket from the well, and my boots were soaked through before I finished. When I reached the tall bay, I worked the brush along his neck in long strokes. He leaned into it and let out a slow breath, and I smiled for the first time that day.
Hooves rang on the stones of the yard. Riders came in from the palace grounds, their coats bright, their horses glossy. One of them sat higher than the rest, on a white horse with a mane that lifted in the wind. His back was perfectly straight, and he guided the horse in a wide circle without seeming to move his hands.
"That's Prince Leo," Tomas said behind me, not unkindly. "Stable boys don't stare at princes."
I dropped my gaze to the bay's flank and brushed harder, but my eyes crept back to the yard on their own. The prince had stopped near the far wall to speak with another rider. I could not hear him, but I watched the others lean in when he talked, and I noticed that when they laughed, he did not. He stood in the middle of them, and somehow he was alone.
When the group rode on, the white horse passed the open stable doors, and the prince turned his head. His eyes found me in the shadows. We looked at each other for a second, maybe two, and neither of us glanced away. Heat rushed up my neck, and I bent over the bay again, scrubbing the same patch of coat until it shone. When I dared to look up, the yard was empty.
The rest of the day passed in buckets and brushes. Tomas showed me how the tack was cleaned and where the good hay was stored, and he never used two words where one would do. The other workers either nodded at me or walked straight past. I did not mind, because I had always been the new one somewhere.
At dusk, Tomas jerked his thumb toward my room. "Eat. We start before light."
I ate the bread and stew they gave us, and drank cold water from a clay cup. Afterward I stood at the window, watching lamps come on in the palace one by one, and wondered which of them was his. It meant nothing, I told myself. Princes did not notice stable boys. Yet I was still standing there when the last window lit up.
I woke before dawn, splashed my face with water from the basin, and went out to the stalls. The palace slept behind its walls, but the stables were already shifting and snorting. I worked my way down the row with the pitchfork, and every time hooves clattered across the yard, my head jerked up before I could stop it.
"Only watching the horses," I muttered to the mare, who flicked an ear at me. She did not believe it either.
By afternoon my arms trembled, and Tomas, passing behind me, gave another short nod. It was enough to keep me going.
The white horse returned in the late afternoon, and this time the prince rode alone. I stayed in the shade of the stable door and brushed the bay, keeping my eyes on my work. He guided the horse through slow circles and tight turns, then brought it to the trough beside the stalls. He dismounted in one easy motion and stood holding the reins while the horse drank, so close that I could hear the water.
I kept my head down, and the brush kept moving, but my hand had gone clumsy. When I finally looked up, he was already watching me, with the same quiet curiosity as before. He did not smile or speak. A few heartbeats passed, and then he swung back into the saddle and rode for the gates.
I breathed out, realising only then that I had been holding it.
That night I sat on my bed and read the letter by the light of a single candle. *Honest work and fair pay.* It was all I had come for. I folded it along its worn creases and slid it back into my pocket, and the candle burned lower while I told myself, again and again, that a look across a yard meant nothing.
Outside, the horses shifted in their stalls, and the palace lamps glowed against the dark. I lay back and shut my eyes, and the prince's face was waiting there anyway. He lived in a world I could not enter, and I lived in one he would never see. The distance between a farm boy and a prince was wider than any palace wall.
Still, I fell asleep thinking of him.





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