Journal
Wednesday, 11-13-83
Anderson Hamlit, yep that’s my name. A 42 year old living in New York City. 1983. A new year for me, for everyone, for the whole world...ha you know how they say “A new year a new me!” Thing...I, personally say it’s stupid. Some people can’t change in a day, in a week, in a month, in a year, Jesus! Not even ever. I used to be a priest, with a happy and loving wife that took care of me and I also took care of her.
I used to so happy, no problems, life under control, and so Goddamn stupid!..... until.. my little incident at the church....I Wish I could take it all back please god just let me fix it, let me fix it!, kill me, kill me!, let me be with her please god!........who am I kidding there is no god...








