She can't feel anything anymore...
She hear siren of ambulance but she doesn't know what's happening...
She through she's dying but nobody is helping her....
As always...
Nobody remember her after all sacrifice she did for them...
She close her eyes and think...
After all i did? Why no ones care?
After all sacrifice i did... No one loves me...
In the end im still alone...
She tries to grip her fist...
The blood that left on her body boils in anger...
I Hate Them!
I Hate Them All!
I Wish They Died In Cruel Way!
I'm...
She can't breath properly anymore...
She can't hear anymore...
She can't open her eyes anymore....
But she still wish that they die..... All of them..
At her last breath she whispers
I wis... h Al... l of y... ou di... e....
Shiana Wake up! It's already noon... Come on darling... *cough*
shiana woke up from her mothers cough and quickly stand
mother are you okay? Do i need to call a doctor?
Shiana ask worried and get a cup of water while her mother smiles softly and calm
no i d-don't need it... I'm fine darling... Can you help me at the bakery?
Her mother ask while she nod happily saying yes....
Yeah right..... I'm only 6 years old when my mother died from cancer and im 8 years old when the bakery burn down that makes me helpless... I left alone since The Stupid So called father left mother and me for a whore which i still can't believe... But when i heard a news that the so called father died from getting 30+ stab times i happily dance and sing in my room saying your now in hell!...
My life isn't that bad when i was young but when i grow up it all happen. My boyfriend broke up with me for a slut, my bestfriend betrayed me... And i lost my sanity.... When i lost it i can't truly control myself. No one can talk to me even the teachers in collage because i ain't answering i just looking at them with my empty eyes...
There's something i can't fully remember... A boy his face.. The appearance its so blurry so i can't recognize him, his standing infront of me his saying something but i can't recognize... That time i just stared at him emotionless as always... Theres a time he kneel down and hug my waist before straighten and pull out something on his pocket.... It's a ring... A diamond ring but i felt nothing so i just left him there kneeling for nothing....
I also remember a girl same as him with blurry appearance the girl keep apologizing to me i don't know why... I don't even know who she is and what happen.... All i remember is ignore her walk away like a zombie....
I still can't remember all of it but.... All i know i don't want to remember my past anymore....
Shiana Zue Reincarnating In 5 Seconds-
I heard that echo again but i don't understand what she meant i'm already dead right? Then where i am? Its like a universe but nothing....
4-
I keep thinking positive that time why i end up like this?
3-
Why no one loves me? Did ido something wrong?
2-
I can't understand them why no one is loving me!
1-
If i got reincarnate i'm not doing good things anymore... I make sure they all suffer.... So they know the pain that happen to me....
0- reincarnating is now-
Fully complete.
A deep but calm voice echoed through my ears before i close my eyes again...
Welcome to your new world Shiana.
