J.S
Can girls and boys be friends? That was a good question but there were more questions. I want him and only him. This is the same feeling just a different guy.
Sometimes I feel like I'm going in circles around and around at this point I know what's going to happen next. Why him ? This was the same question I had for all of my crushes. never knew why, it would just happen. his name starts with the letter "J" no not Jesus but Jay and like all the other guys I had a crush on he didn't like me.
Yea I wanted this guy so much everything would make me think about him, anything. I would hope to get a message from him but it was never him. I still remember when he told me
"We don't talk that much but I love your attitude"
On September 10, 2018 I feel like that was when everything started. Even though I wanted him to be more than just my friend I'm happy that we are just friends.