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The abyss is an unfathomably deep or boundless place and it's called life. Suffering-laden in the cycle of life, death, and rebirth, without a beginning or an end.
But is this really what life is?
No matter how hard I try, I can't escape the cycle of this life and death. This eternal cycle continues like a loop where life, death, and rebirth is at the heart of everyday living.
It's easy to get gripped by fear or grief in the face of death as it's only natural to get scared of the unknown but I have been looking at death in the face-and accepted it very along ago. Death ain't 't bad or good, it's just are what it is. While I can only practice to strengthen my conviction and to live in the present moment.
But is this what living is like?
My heart aches at the pain I have to come across. Even tho I'm used to this abyss, I still cannot start this feeling of wanting to run away and maybe have an eternal rest.
My soul was as tried as it has always been, my heart was going still once again, my body was shutting down while the pain was getting numb. I was used to this feeling but the pain never stops surprising me. I feel my eyes, full of tears, close while my unknown and faceless killer looks down upon me.
I don't want to live once more. I want to just sleep forever in a sleepless dream.
Free me from this nightmare of known as Life!
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Created: 3 Sept 2023
Published: 6 Sept 2023
Edited: 7 Sept 2023
