Chapter 1: useless trash
Raya's POV
My dad lashed me again. I didn't even count how many times he had lashed me. If he hated me so much why didn't he just get rid of me a long time ago. I couldn't hold my tears and they were freely flowing down my cheeks. ''Dad I'm sorry. I'll try again tomorrow ,please''i said wiping my tears. He scoffed and looked down at me. I was on my knees which were know covered in bruises. ''You useless piece of trash. Why can't u find a decent job. Why the hell did I even raise u. If Ava dies ur the one responsible.. U hear me???'' He yelled before taking his beer and left. Those words cut like knives. I was used to his yelling but every time he mentioned Ava's death it shook me. Ava was my only sister and I couldn't risk loosing her. She had a chronic heart disease but I didn't even have a decent job to cover the medical expenses. I stood up and ran to my room. I looked at Ava who was sound asleep. Thank God she had her headphones on or else she would witness what a horrible monster her dad was. I sat on my bed and decided to call Erica, my best Friend. Honestly she was the only one I could count on. ''Hello'' I said in a low voice,trying to hide the pain behind it.''who is this??'' Came a deep rough voice. I was shocked. I looked at my phone to make sure I hadn't called the wrong number but no!! That was Erica's number. But what was Josh doing with her phone. ''Uuhm are u gonna talk'' I could feel the alcohol in his voice. I hang up the phone and sank my head in my pillow .All I wanted to do now was SCREAM
