Rejection

I'm sorry I didn't feel the same way. The way you loved me.

I really did honestly take my time thinking about it. And I still didn't feel the same way you did. They way you loved me so much..

Now everyday your always different. Your always so sad, unlike your usual happy energetic self. It's like your depressed. Over me. I don't understand why it had to end like this.

Our friendship ended all because I made the decision of rejecting you. Why did you fall in love with me?

You knew there was other girls but you just didn't care now did you?

But no, you chose me. Your bestfriend. I'm filled with so much guilt because I knew you liked me once you started giving signs. I get that you have every right to be mad. But why did it have to be me? Why?

I remember when I first met you. I already had a crush on you. I was just always impressed by you.

I loved you..

But you just didn't fall in love yet. So I knew that we had our differences and we were bestfriends. I didn't want to ruin that. So I quickly moved on.

Everything was just perfect. We spent everyday together at its fullest. But then I noticed that you were starting to fall in love. I was so scared that you would confess soon.

Luckily, you didn't.

But then finally came that horrid day where our friendship was going to come to an end.. The prom was going to start just tomorrow.

And then those words came out of your mouth.

"Will you go to prom with me?"

I just stared at you with a disapproving look.. After a while I looked at you with a tear in my eye and the words finally came out of my lips.

"I'm sorry Roman.. I'm asking someone else out.."

Then you just left me there and walked away silently.. Why did I have such an ache in my stomach after that? I'm so sorry Roman but remember..

You can't always win in life..