Alisa

I saw her writing something on paper but as soon as she hear a noise of me entering her room she tried to hide the papers. I asked what are you hiding?

“Nothing just writing as usual you know how much I love writing"

Yes but why are you hiding it as you are drawing a map of some treasure.

She laughed and said no Alisa, I’ll give all to you when I finish this. And you can easily read it..

Oh, i said asking, what are you actually writing?

“My life” she said smiling.

Your life? But I think I know every little detail about your life? Ain’t I?

You are an actress, you loved a guy who doesn’t loved you back. You have serious anger issues. You cry everyday over that mf. Your bestfriend is a beautiful bitch. And you have travelled half of the world. What should world knows more about you?

Uhh ohh Alisa, just let me write and when I’ll finish it then you can read and you would love it.

Okay babe, I said to her opening my camera and I started recording.

“Hellow guys, this is your favourite YouTuber, i giggles and this is your favourite YouTubers bestfriend, Bella James. I know guys you have seen her in many films but you haven’t seen her in real life .. aww guys you all are so unlucky. And here me Alisa Taylor is her best friend. Who sees her everyday.

Not everyday, Bella said from the behind

I laughed, ok guys I think this is enough for today. I turned off the camera and put it on the table.

“Why you always record these videos but never post”? She asked

Memories, bitch memories . I’ll keep this with me when you leave me in this messy world.

Oh common Alisa, she said, hugging me, I’m not gonna leave you alone. Why don’t you die with me ? I May live for years? Who knows and years are enough.

No, they aren’t enough. When the person that is so special to you even 100 years with them aren’t enough for them. I want you when I’m happy. I want you when I’m sad. I want you everytime, everyday, everywhere. I started crying. I can’t lose you. Bella. I can’t lose you. You are the only person in my life now. My parents they have left me. Now you? You are leaving too.

I’m sorry babe, im so sorry Bella said . I can’t do anything. I can’t control anything. This is life, and we all have to die one day. I’ve diagnosed with breast cancer. And I cant do anything? Do you think I’m happy? No I’m already dying inside. She cried. I cried . We both cried .

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It’s been 2 hours and I don’t know how I felt asleep. Maybe because of crying? Sleep after crying is soo peaceful. I can’t see Bella anywhere. Maybe she is in bathroom. I stand up and tie my hair into a bun. There was a letter on the table. Bella wrote it for me.

Alisa the bitch, you have to stop sleeping everywhere. Ok? Anyways when you wake up eat the tacos that I made for you. I hope you'll love it. I’m going to a meeting. Will come around 6. Xoxo

I ate tacos and now I’m watching Bella’s movie which released this month and I couldn’t watch it because I don’t know. Now I’m watching it. She is looking as beautiful as she is. She is stunning and everyone wants her. But she wants him. Who doesn’t love her. I don’t know what she saw in him. He is a motherfucker.

Here I am, Bella said holding something in her hand..

Hi Bella. Where you have been. I was missing you so much.

Stop acting like you are my child

I am, I said making a child face

She smiled. Here is your favourite Icecream McFlurry, I jumped and take it from her hand.

I love you Bella. You are such a sweatheart.

I know I am and you are an asshole, she said .

Oh ! What will I do when you leave me?

Same what are you doing now! Watching my movies and adoring me.

Please don’t leave me Bella.

Alisa, she said looking in my eyes. We are not going to talk about this again. Ok?

About what? Bella