Chapter 1
Dont we all need some type of brightness in our ~sorrow and grieve~ filled lives? Yet when we are granted that brightness, infront of our eyes from an expected source of light, we close our eyes. That is because we cant take all that in. Obviously.
When there is ever so much ‘delightfulness’ in our lives, we overlook it because we cant handle that. We are not accustomed to it. Because of this, we are attracted to look at the small speck of darkness and all our attention is lead towards it. This doesn’t fail to swallow us in and eventually ruin everything.
But sometimes, the darkness is all we see. Its infront of us and cant be ignored. Its all that is available. Its in these times we don’t see light, we don’t see any brightness. We ignore it. Proving to us that the darkness is mightier. We sulk in it and it eats us in. Leaving just some crumbs behind. Those ones specifically which we rather not choose to recall or revisit. That’s the power it holds. It now abandons us into the unknown, big mad world- where we fail and again fall in the evils trap. Ot lures us into the past making us think that that’s all we have until we feel stuck there for what seems like eternity, helpless.
This continues until, there are no crumbs left. Everything as if destroyed even tho perfectly normal. Leaving us lonely and hollow. Since it left nothing this time. How selfish.
Alas! At last the brightness finally shows up again. Offering a hand, promising to make you forget everything. This time it pulled harder than we thought. So powerful, that without the subconscious knowing, we are with it, following it.
It guides us to the right place with its lustre making us feel all jolly and positive with its humour. This makes you smile along the way through all of it. Odd. It was so nice, you suddenly question it. Toxic much? As you lead your thoughts further, you get tangled in its negativity and think “Oh lord! Why couldn’t show up to me earlier? Why now? He thought it was too late?” Oh well. When you are almost in its spell, you shut your eyes and fall down again, not in the guidance of the light anymore. You thought it didn’t care for you enough to show this late.
How happy the evil is now, you fell in his trap proving him bigger again. It slowly destroys everything around you and..you. He is now happier than ever, proud he wrecked another pure soul. He was glad he ate all the crumbs and left none behind. Them being memories. It sulked you in the dark making you blind.
