ryan
There's no way.
How-
How is this even possible?
He's here?
In front of me?
I reached my hand toward his own and he grabbed mine, pulling me toward him.
My arms snaked around his neck while his own rested just above my ass.
Oh god he's real.
"I've missed you. " he whispered next to my ear.
I broke away from him so I could look at him.
"You're here."
"I'm here." He said smiling against my hands as I held him.
"How are you? Why are you here? "
"I could never stay away from you for too long." He laughed out.
"Where have you been?"
"Look I'd love to answer all your questions, but I don't think I can in the middle of a bookstore."
"Oh of course, I don't live too far from here." I said laughing at my own shock.
I started walking out when a voice stopped me.
"Miss? You have to pay for that."
"Fuck." I whispered under my breath.
"I got it." Someone said from somewhere.
"Let's go love."
"I almost stole a book." I said to no one in particular.
"It happens." He said smiling.
"Does it?" I asked.
"It just did didn't it?" He said finally laughing.
"It's not funny!" I said hitting his shoulder.
"It's a little funny."
"Ryan."
"Yes love."
"You're here. "
"I am."
"Why'd you come back?"
"Let's just say I have some unfinished business."
"How long are you here?"
"However long it takes."
"Hey Ryan?"
"Yes love? "
"Can I take you out later?"
"Well damn love, you stole my line."
"I- what?" I asked laughing nervously.
"Love, I was going to ask you out."
"You're joking"
"Not in the slightest"
I looked up at him only to find him already staring at me.
"What time would you like to meet?" I asked, finally breaking the silence.
"How about I pick you up in two hours? "
"Sounds great." I replied.
"I'll see you in two hours then." he said kissing my cheek, then walking away.
What the fuck am I going to wear?
He's going to be here in an hour. One hour. And I still don't know what to wear, hell I don't even know where we're going.
Do I dress casual? Fancy? Fuck my life.
I looked into my closet from the bed and saw the faint glimmer of a material I'd almost completely forgotten about. I raced to my closet and pulled out the fabric.
You never go wrong with black right?
I put on the short silk dress and had just finished putting my braids up in a pony tail when I heard the doorbell ring.
I was stunned for a moment before rushing to open it and nearly fell over once I did.
"Hello love."
He's here. leaning against my door frame. dressed in black from head to toe with his hair oh god his hair, I just I want to-
"If you keep looking at me like that we might not make it to dinner." He said, freeing me from the fantasies I had of all the things we could do to each other tonight.
"Love?"
"Hmm?"
My eyes finally met his and I could just barely grasp the tug of his lips as he stared at me.
He's still leaning against the door frame. Shit.
"Umm come in Ryan." I said shyly, thankful for the dark complexion of my skin in that moment.
Why am shy all of a sudden?
"Done eye fucking me?" He asked, finally smiling.
"I wasn't eye fucking you!"
"Sure you weren't"
"Oh bite me. "
"Wouldn't you like that." He said coming up behind me and holding my body against his, allowing his hand to trail up the side of my body.
I let out a quick gasp.
"If memory serves me right, there's a little spot right here, that drives you insane." He whispered against my skin, his lips hovering above the spot on my neck in question.
I leaned back into him and I could feel him.
Oh fuck.
"Ryan." I said, or at least tried to say.
"Look at how your body responds to me love."
I turned in his grasp to look into his eyes, pressing our bodies impossibly closer.
His gaze alone got me all hot and bothered.
"Dinner." I managed to breathe out.
"Oh right, don't want to be late." Yet his grip on my only tightened.
"I should get my purse." I whispered, my eyes still locked to his.
I have no clue in hell how we made it out of my apartment but we did... eventually.
We went for dinner at a place I could not for the life of me pronounce and now we're at a bar in the hotel he's staying in.
I've missed him.
I've missed this.
The conversation seems to flow so easily between us.
we've been talking for hours and his hand hasn't left my thigh once.
I'm oddly aware of it, of the heat it's emanating that's flowing through my body all from a single touch.
Then it hit me, why he left, why we couldn't be together then and I inched away from him.
"Everything okay?" He asked, concern in his tone as he removed his hand from my thigh.
'Don't mess it up' I tell myself. but hell I've never listened to myself before.
"Still have a girlfriend?" I finally ask with a tight smile.
Realization finally takes over his features and he settles for a small smile as he looks up at me.
"No, I broke up with her a week before I left."
A week before he left.
That would be the day after we'd kissed.
"Oh." Is all i could say
"Listen love, I'm here, okay? I'm here with you. There's not a single person I would rather be with in this moment apart from you."
I kissed him.
I kissed him and practically moaned into his mouth.
"Love... " he said after we broke apart.
"Say one more word and I'll-"
He picked me up off the stool and set me down, grabbing my hand and leading me toward God knows where. I just hope it has a bed.
"Where are you taking me? " I asked as we stepped into the elevator.
"Home love, I'm taking you home." he replied as the doors closed and his hands found my ass, and went lower to my thighs, hoisting me up against his body.
Our lips were locked in a match of whims and it felt so fucking good, for a lack of better wording.
"You wore this dress to drive me crazy didn't you?" He gasped as he struggled to unlock his door.
When did we get out of the elevator?
Who fucking cares. He's kissing me, he's touching me, he's here.
We finally got into his apartment and I didn't have time to look around before his hands found their way to the globes of my ass, squeezing it before setting me down on the floor and telling me to strip.
And I told him if he wanted me naked he sure as hell could strip me himself.
His hands found the straps of my dress... and he ripped it off my body, eliciting a gasp from me.
"You're so dead."
"I'll buy you a thousand others love. "
"You're still dressed."
"Be my guest and undress me love."
I didn't need to be told twice.
I stripped him of his jacket, and the button down he was wearing, exposing his caramel, inked skin and tracing the patterns across his body all the way down to his defined v line, cut off by his pants.
"These are in my way." I whispered to no one in particular.
I undid his belt and pulled his pants down, leaving him in his briefs.
"Love... " he said in a strangled breath.
"Get on the bed." He did as I said.
I climbed up on top of him, kissing him as his hands grabbed my ass again, smacking it this time and I moaned into his mouth.
"These tattoos." I breathed out.
"What about them love?" He asked as he looked up at me with a mischievous glint in his eye.
I only smiled then began my assault across his body, leaving open mouth kisses as I made my way down.
I stopped just as I reached the lining of his briefs and looked up at him through my lashes.
"Do it."
I pulled them down with his help and watched, amazed as his cock sprung free from its hold.
"Like what you see love?"
I reached out a tentative hand and gripped his base, my hand couldn't even wrap around the whole thing.
He was huge.
I kissed the tip and wrapped my other hand around him then began rubbing him, from the base to his tip.
His sharp intake of breath had me looking up at him.
His eyes were rolled back, his hands were gripping the sheets.
"Love-"
I lowered my head and was eye level with his cock.
It was hard to the touch, pre cum leaking from his tip.
I licked it off and was met with another shaky breath.
"You're killing me here love, I didn't know you were such a-"
I took him in my mouth swiftly cutting him off.
I began to slowly take more of him in until I couldn't anymore. I started moving my head, until only the tip was in my mouth before doing it all over again.
My hands were braced on his torso, his had found their way into my hair, as one rapped around my braids and he guided my movements, moaning my name with each breath.
"I'm close love, I'm so close."
I could feel it, as his cock twitched and his grip tightened, rougher now as he pushed himself impossibly further into my mouth.
"I'm going to come into your mouth and you're going to take it all, okay love?"
I was hardly able to give him a response before his cum shot to the back of my throat. It was warm, sweet and a little salty, but I managed to swallow it all. Every last drop. He was still hard in my mouth.
He sat up and looked at me, seemingly dazed.
Then he smiled up at me, it was a smile that promised nothing but trouble and I could feel the liquid running down my leg.
He pulled me onto his lap then kissed me, hard.
my tongue licked the bottom of his lip then he gasped as his own hungrily claimed mine. His hands gripped my hips and held me impossibly tighter against his body.
Oh god.
"My turn love."
He flipped us over and pinned my hands over my head.
"I love how you react to me love." He said as one of his hands trailed down my body, gripping my breasts in the process and I forced down a moan.
"Oh no love, I want to hear you. I want this entire building to hear you scream my name." He said as he finally let my hands go and began to kiss me.
He took his time exploring my body with his hands, with his mouth, his lips, his tongue.
I was a writhing mess underneath him.
"Patience love, I promised myself a long time ago that I'd take my time with you."
And God was he taking his time.
He trailed kisses down my torso as his hands each grabbed one of my breasts, squeezing them, kneading them, until his mouth covered one.
I drew out a sharp breath as his teeth teased one of my nipples.
Fuck.
"Ry-"
"That's right love, say my name." He whispered against my skin, his mouth leaving the assault on my chest and just as I was about to whine at the loss of his heat against me, he began trailing kisses up my thighs.
"Spread your legs for me love."
I became hesitant just then, crossing one leg over the other.
"Is everything okay? Do you want to stop?"
"No- god no. I've been dreaming about this for-" i stopped myself from saying anything more.
"You dreamt about us? Like this?" He asked, a smile tugging at his lips.
"What? No - no way?" I replied, laughing nervously, painfully aware that I was undressed, with him.
Him, he was here, naked. And he wanted me as much as I wanted him.
I kissed him again, desperately. I needed him.
His kisses began trailing down my body again, his mouth lingering on each breast, they could hardly fit in his hands but he didn't seem to mind as his grip tightened on them.
His hands settled on my thighs and he looked up at me.
"Is this okay?" he asked, his tone not betraying anything.
I nodded.
"Love, I'm going to need you to tell me if this is okay."
I gasped out a yes and he carefully spread my legs.
he kissed a spot in my inner thigh. breathing me in.
"Who's the-"
Then he took me in his mouth. His tongue alternating between licking my folds and my clit.
And I screamed. I fucking screamed his name then I felt him chuckle against me just before he added a finger to his assault, then another.
And I was a complete mess under him. A complete moaning, breathless mess.
"Ryan I'm going to-"
"Come in my mouth love."
Then I came undone.
Screaming his name once again.
as he held my hips in place and lapped up all the juices he could.
I went limp and he traced his way back to my lips, kissing me. Hard.
I could taste myself on his tongue and nearly came all over again.
My body was on fire everywhere he touched me.
He climbed on top of me bracing himself on his arms on either side.
"Ready for me love?" he asked as he positioned himself.
oh god I knew he was packed and-
"Is it gonna fit?"
He laughed as he replied to me "It'll fit love. Do you trust me?"
I nodded.
His hands teased me first, feeling me.
I was so fucking wet.
"You're still so wet love, you're driving me insane here."
Then I felt the tip sliding against my entrance and I let out a breathy sigh.
"It might hurt a bit love." he said as he began to push in more of his cock.
I closed my eyes bracing for the pain only to be met with complete and utter pleasure as he pushed himself all the way in.
"You have no idea how long I've waited for this love." He whispered in my ear as he pulled out and thrust back in, slowly.
"The amount of times I pictured you naked in my bed as I fucked you so hard you would scream my name. " Another thrust, deeper this time.
Then he pulled out completely which had me whining at the loss of his heat.
"Patience love," he said as he flipped me over and smacked my ass again.
Oh god yes.
He thrust in again, rougher this time and I was a moaning mess all over again.
Moments went by like this where there was nothing but our skin slapping against each other.
Moments went by like this as his hands explored my body, as one of his hands found their way to my throat and he applied the slightest bit of pressure, as the other wrapped around my waist eliciting a loud moan from me.
I didn't even know I could make that sound.
His hand inched lower to rub my clit and I nearly came there and then. Our movements becoming frantic.
I'm so fucking close.
"Ry wait." I said breathily.
He smacked my ass again, eliciting another moan then he pulled out of me.
I sat him down against the headboard and straddled him.
"I want to see your face as I make you come deep in my pussy Ryan."
The lowest gutteral sound emanated from him that had my walls clenching around him.
I began to take his cock again, sinking onto it inch by inch until it was covered by my pussy.
I stayed in that position for a while, my body over taken by pure satisfaction at being filled. Then I began to ride him.
I braced my hands on his shoulders, snaking them around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my back, pulling me closer, his hands gripped my hips as he'd help me rise and fall on his cock.
He breathed out against my ear, deep and rough.
"You like that love?"
I couldn't answer him if I wanted to, I was so lost in him all I could do was moan out his name.
"You like how my cock feels inside of you? You take it so well love. You take my cock so well."
"Shut up and kiss me Ryan."
His hands left my hips and went to grab my head, pulling my lips down to his own. Hungrily taking them as one hand trailed the side of my body and rest against my ass, squeezing it.
This. This is what I'd been missing.
The rythym we moved to was addicting, I'd stared into his eyes and lost myself in them as I continued to roll my hips and he continued his thrusts into me, breathless laughs leaving us every few moments.
"Ryan I'm close"
"So am i love."
His thrusts became wild, his grip on me tightened impossibly, our breaths tangled.
"Come for me my love"
I breathed out his name, and looked into his eyes, feeling him twitch from inside of me, which led to the one orgasm that had me seeing stars.
"Love I'm going to come." He said as his thrusts got messier.
"Come inside of me Ry, fill me up."
"Are you sure?" He asked stilling all movements.
"Ryan I swear to god if you don't- "
His teeth found my neck as he finally came, filling me up.
I collapsed on top of him and kissed the crook of his neck.
He lay me down next to him, kissing my forehead as he got up.
Wait, why's he leaving?
Was this a mistake?
I shouldn't have come-
This was a mistake-
"Where are you going love?"
I didn't answer him as I started looking for my clothes.
Then I remembered he practically ripped all my clothes.
"Love? What's wrong."
"I shouldn't be here. " I whispered, fighting the tears threatening to spill.
"Hey love, look at me. This, this wasn't just one night for me okay? And it wasn't a mistake. I wanted this, I want this. I want you. okay? I need you." He told me all while holding my hands and looking into my eyes.
He seemed so genuine then.
"But you were leaving. "
"Leaving? No love, leaving is the last thing on my mind. "
"Really?"
"Really. Come with me love."
He took my hand in his and walked me toward what I now see is a bathroom.
"I know after what we just shared, moving around might be the last thing on your mind but listen, and as much as I love being buried deep inside of you, I couldn't let you sleep just like that. Let's clean you up okay?"
"Okay." I said in a whispered voice.
I let him lead me into the shower where he washed my body.
I hesitantly wrapped my arms around his neck.
"Everything okay love?" He said his hands resting on my hips.
I stood on my toes and brought his lips down to mine, but not kissing him just yet.
"Take your time love."
I kissed his cheek, then the corner of his mouth before finally kissing his lips.
He pulled me in closer by my hips.
I pulled him tighter by the nape of his neck. Kissing him harder.
He tapped my ass and I jumped in his arms, wrapping my legs around his waist.
And he took me again then. Against the wall of his shower.
And we spent one hell of a night together.
