My obsession

What is wrong with me? Why do I always have these thoughts in my head? The only thing I can think of is dick. Cock. I look at a mans hand and i get turned on. I imagine his fingers touching me in forbidden places. Once I see the hands then its back to dicks and cocks. Huge thick dicks. I am a normal 18 year old female. Well normal enough for me. My name is Maggie Ann Brooks. I feel I am pretty enough not perfect, but who is. I am a shy 5 ft 4 inch girl. I have green eyes and blonde hair. Right now its up in a bun. Im trying so hard to grow it out. Its to about my shoulders.. I just finished high school. It was pretty rough for me. I just started this new job at the local gas station here in town. I live in Willow, Oklahoma. Small town. Just 2 more hours and this shift will be done.. Finally!! So glad I actually have a customer.. Hello, I said to the lady. How can I help you? She looked at me and said " 20.00 on pump 1 for gas..". As she is leaving there is a man that comes in. Oh he smells so good. He was a huge man. Definitely early 30s. Tall dark and handsome. Plus he smells good.. I'm sitting here thinking to myself " please Maggie dont be shy.. Dont look at his hands.... He starts walking up to me . Im like um hello. He grabbed some beer and a pack of smokes. Whats a pretty girl like you working here late on a Friday night? He has a deep voice. " Well I swallowed real hard afraid i was going to choke when i spoke. " Adulting.. " Thats what I said... He looks at me and finally grins.. " I am new to this town. My name is Justin". "Hi, Im Maggie". " Nice to meet you". We talked for a few minutes and of course i keep looking at those huge hands. Im thinking those fingers woul feel so good in my wet pussy. My panties are soaked. I am so embarrassed that my body is like this.. I just want to grab and let him fuck me real good with those fingers and that tongue. Then finish me with his huge cock.. God, i so need some damn dick.. "Well why did you move this way? " There really isn't much here". "I bought some land and I amgoing to farm here". What time did you say you close?" "We close at 10:00." "Okay, I guess I will see you around". "Nice meeting you Maggie". "Yeah, nice meeting you also. See you around". "I really wish I had said more to him. Why do I have to be so shy around men. Why cant I just be like hey wanna fuck"? No... I wish that was me.. sex with no strings attached. Just bend me over and fuck me... ugh!! Well as i look at the clock it is now almost time to start closing up.. I cant get Justin off my mind.. him and those fingers... Im headed to the door to lock up when I see him looking in at me. I opened the door "did you forget something?" "Yes! This as he grabs my face and starts kissing me. "You dont think I didnt notice you stairing at my cock?" "You were eye fucking me" "I know you want it. " He puts my hand on his cock and I could feel it getting huge. I am so wet. My pussy is throbbing so bad. I grab him and we head to the back of the store. "Can you please just bend me over right now?" "Yes, but I want u to beg. I know your a slut and i want u to make this dick huge so i can beat that tight pussy with it. " I grab his jeans and undo the zipper. I pull out the huge cock. Im stroking it w my small hands. "I want to fuck that sweet mouth of yours" My sweet tight pussy is dripping. "Please Justin, please stick your fingers in my pussy. " I grab his cock and shove it in my mouth. I'm choking on it. Is is so huge. How is this going to fit in my pussy? Im going to hump whatever i can to het some sort of relief. At this point i would straddle his leg.. He grabs me and sits me on the ground. Takes off my jeans and sees my drenched panties. Im embarrassed. He starts to grin at me. "I was right about you". " Look at that sweet soaked pussy"."I can smell your pussy and it smells so good ".. " I am a huge man and I love eating"! Im not going to quit until u are begging me to fuck that sweet pussy of yours!" I just throw my head back and am whimpering.. I need that dick in me right now!! All of a sudden his face is right at my pussy. Henis breathing in the scent. He takes his tongue and starts to slowly lick me. He is licking all of th juices from my pussy... i cant help but just moan and beg. I wanted that tongue to fuck me and it is. He starts putting in a finger in my pussy and he is fingering me so good. God it feels so good. Now a second finger. I put my hand on his hand and make him do harder. My pussy is begging to be fucked. I am so wet. I cant quit cumming. He quits fucking my pussy w his tongue and i sit up and watch him finger me. "Please Justin Please! He pushes me back down and slides that hige dick in me. " Oh my gosh Maggie!! Your pussy is so tight""Feels so good on my dick". "Please just hurt me" "Please!! Hurt my pussy" He starts fucking me harder and harder and i am squeezing his dick with my pussy and he is moaning I am screaming cause i need him to hurt my pussy.. Not screaming in pain but in a good way.. He rolls me over and now Im on all fours. God, yes!! " Deeper!! Harder!! Yes right there!!" "Thats the spot" "Dont stop fucking me!"" Yes harder!!! "Omg my pussy is dripping"! "Hey Maggie have u ever had it in the ass?" "Um no. I am good there!" " Just try it, I promise to go gentle. You will love it" "I can play w your pussy while I am fucking that sweet ass!" "Okay, but im serious if it hurts were done!" "Okay" "I will make it more comfortable for you". He i slowing down on fucking my pussy and starts to put a finger in my mouth. "Suck in this and i will stick this in your ass and i will finger you there" " It will feel good" "I dont know ." "Trust me, it will feel good having my finger in your ass while i am fucking your sweet tight pussy". He slowly sticks a finger in my ass and i immediately cum. "Omg yes!!!" " feels so good!!" Yes!! " "Told you. Now let me add another finger". This feels so good, getting my pussy pounded and my ass fingered"! "Okay i think its time to hurt that ass of yours" okay Im ready"!! He slowly puts the tip in my ass and i am sticking my ass out like fuck me dude!! I am pushing my ass to his dick." I am going to hurt you if u dont stop. Im trying to be gentle." "Just fuck my ass""Okay okay Maggie!" All of a sudden i feel like I made a huge mistake! The pain jn my ass. I can feel it tear. He isnt moving. Just teying to get it in good. Im still pushing back down on it. After a few minutes it starts to feel good. "Oh Justin this feels so good. He is fucking my ass" He reaches around and is playing w my clit. I am soaking wet. My cum keeps dripping on his balls .It feels so good having his huge cock in my ass. "Omg all i want to do is scream! Scream from the top of my lungs! This feels so good a dick in my ass and his fingers in my wet drenched pussy. We continue on until we both cum. I have cum so much i dont think i can cum anymore. My pussy is satisfied!!! My ass is beyond satisfied!!! I continue to get dressed and close up the store.. "This has definitely been a night to remember!" "Yes, Justin it has." My pussy is good and so is my ass" "See you around Maggie"! "Yeah, Justin see you around " . Im headed home for the night to take a shower and get to bed. The next shift comes and im sitting here thinking of dicks and hands again. Still cant help it. Im obsessed w mens hands. Huge fingers. Ugh!! Why cant I be normal? Whats wrong with me? "Miss, can u help me"? "I need directions to the next town". This customer is talking and all i can think of is his hands... Here we go again.