Criticism on love
Love
No matter how much I see it or experienced it, I cannot find myself believing it's existance. Maybe am in constant denial of it for it has so much uncertainty in it. It's like a gambling with barely any probability of succeeding. It's unpredictable, you can't fully trust the other person and in constant worry.
Love is a scam, it's an illusion. I love the thought of love and how it's supposed to be eternal but we all know that it's not possible. I love the thought of love, and I hate to yearn for one from others.
It's not an easy one, it's riddled with so much complexity and it takes alot of emotional toll.
The aura around it is beautiful but to seek it is worthless.
Once you fall in love, you see the good in the other no matter what bad they do to you evaporates at the top of your head. That's why we see so many cases of couples with cheating partners, couples who reluctantly accept polygamy, couples who one partner is abusive while the other still lay their head down.
I do not have any wish to be in such a relationship, one that I know there's a chance I will be left broken.
It's cowardly but am not brave enough to sacrifice it, to invest in love. I salute for every person who goes for it, especially one who has been hurt by it and still constantly yearns for love.
I want to grow my self love so much so that the thought of loving someone becomes an option, one that I can control.
