1. Chained
I just want to escape, to free myself from the world,
to disappear without a trace, without a noise, without a word...
I wish I had wings, to fly away, so far away,
so nothing would stop me and force me to stay.
I'm chained within my past, with the demons I have to fight,
for they are my own, consuming me, consuming my light.
Nothing gets better, it's always just an illusion,
invading my mind, like an infectious intrusion.
My thoughts are trapped in darkness, they used to be nice.
Well, that 'hobby' is gone, my heart is a mountain of ice.
I've chained my own feelings, like prisoners in jail.
My soul's like a ship, and ready to sail,
to freedom, away from the past and away from the pain.
But I'm lost in it, tamed like a beast, tamed with its chain,
of sorrow. I'm like a stone, held to the ground.
I've lost the music of my essence, I've lost its every sound...
