The Cycle
What is the definition of hurt… its to inflict physical pain or to damage, wound, and offend
Is that what I have done?
Have I damaged you?
From that damage have you been wounded….
From that wound have you been offended?
Little do you know I personally don’t care because when have you ever cared about the hurt you’ve given me… I am damaged mentally and physically
But it’s not just you… it’s everyone that’s damaged me and left wounds so deep that not even the best surgeon could save me. The only difference is I have never been offended by any of your actions. Because I knew this relationship was seasonal. what we called happiness was only for the moment.
Now it’s time to move on to the next season, the cycle must restart….
I am truthfully tired of this cycle and the pain that comes with it
Losing people that I grow to love
I learn to trust
I become attached
Then that attachment drifts away. When I really sit down and think about what we had and all that we had been through. You constantly hurt me yet I looked past it.
You constantly made me feel like it was my fault…
I would reach out for help yet you put me down… you stomped on me then handed me a bottle
This season was filled with thorns and chilling bitter bites…
People told me to stop and move on but it’s hard because I love you and I thought you loved me too.
This is the cycle we will add and take away forever and ever.