She and Me and Weed
She longs for me disappear
She's houses me
She watches in horror of my addiction
She says nothing to me
She blames me for poisoning her grand son
I'll stop I say
But I don't know if it's true
Maybe one day
But I'm only twenty-two
I long for her love
I give her mine
I feel shame and guilt
Did I do this to him?
Is she right to hate me
blame me
I hate me
I blame me
He smoked before me
I say
But the second I had the euphoria
I knew I'd do it over and over
Again and again
Day after day
I hate me
I blame me
I love her
But I also love weed
