I have never been so fucking happy
I have never been so fucking happy
Happy to be in love.
And you wanted me to prove.
So all i could do below and above
Was listen to you
Cause you came out of blue
And somehow knew
That this is what i fucking need
That this is how i fucking bleed
And for it to stop all i could do was plead.
And you were there
Getting me out with all the care
No matter how much i share.
U never left
I never felt bereft
You helped me out
With absolutely no doubt
Even tho i would thrash and shout
And you stayed
I was unprepared
And afraid
I was falling in love
And i tried so hard to unlove
And it struck a nerve.
Every time i ran away
Tried not to display
But my emotions would betray
I was so happy when you felt the same
How close u came
My heart would flutter with just your name
Maybe i was a fool
Cause you made the rule
Which i thought wasn't cruel
Cause you know why?
You made me fly
Where i would smile even when i die.
Yeah that's how much i fucking loved you
Could never replace with someone new
Even though i met a few.
You were it for me
For some reason I felt free
But i am a fucking liar, right honey?
My emotions were so raw
I could feel it on my skin like it would claw
Where it would thaw and gnaw
So raw i felt like it's choking
Felt like i was gonna die, just joking
Had to ignore my urge to start smoking.
But you weren't there
And when u were
You would only snarl and glare
I didn't feel important no more
Specially when you accused me of being a whore
Cause you didn't love me, mi amore
I cried and cried and cried
To get back i tried
But you weren't satisfied
It's been over an year
With my feelings, disappear
Where they can never appear
I fear
Once again i have never been so fucking happy
Gotten quite snappy
And very bratty
Cause you know why?
I am fucking free
Cause you can't control me, just agree
And in a crazy spree.
Even though i am losing
Partying and boozing
Singing and seducing
I have never been so fucking happy
I have never been so fucking happy
