Chapter 1
That night before then I was lost but Lost is no word for how I felt—the sickness within me. The darkness grew more profound in my soul farther than I could’ve imagined. I was hurt, I was in pain I was suffering. There was no light for me to follow, no path for me to walk. I heard about the power but never believed it. I felt it that night. It’s not the warmth that you would expect within your body. It is the healing that’s within. it's deep, it’s powerful, and it´s intense. Everyone will and has questioned his power. I have more than some and less than others. But I vowed that night not only to do good but ill hold myself together for him. He will see me do good things in his name. I’ll show his love to every person I ever make contact with. My name will go down under his name. My soul is for him. my mind my body and my heart belong to him. I only need him. I seek and receive his approval. I cherish his words from beginning to end. I was nothing before I found him. He has saved me from the darkest of dark, the coldest cold.
